I need to cultivate self-worth. I've come a long way, really...

• I worked full-time for eight months to afford to move to Seattle by myself, no friends, no family, after being miserably depressed and destructive in a college i dropped out of
• I got testosterone access during that time, too
• Every month i've been looking for jobs and/or actively working
• I am consistent with summer housekeeping
• I get sick and take care of myself until i recover. There is sometimes external help, like food from roommates
• I clean up my body daily
• I clean up after myself often
• I clean up after Judith when she needs help
• I work through difficult feelings using my catalogue of coping and research skills
• I am capable of working through texts, and have been working on retaining knowledge
• I did what i could when i worked, deeply inexperienced and in an awkwardly cubicaled department, for a union