And things i need:

• a rigid, reliable work schedule
• legal name change
• top surgery, which begins with a consultation
• exercise and hearty food
• return to plants, indoor and outdoor
• purge my belongings, i want much fewer things
• find a way to hold what's happening to me, what i think
• have fun, express gratitude
• top Judith
• go WWOOF farming this year...
• talk to Sophia about whether or not i can maintain this org
• journal
• stare out at the Pier 86 grain terminal
• sing
• accept i am what and who i am, an acceptance i've made strides in
• give myself more credit, have pride