And things i need:

• a reliable work schedule
• legal name change
• top surgery, which is supposed to happen in late september
• exercise and cheap food, home-cooked
• return to plants, indoor and outdoor; go on walks and hikes, find ways to leave seattle
• purge my belongings, i want much fewer things
• find a way to hold what's happening to me, what i think
• have fun, express gratitude
• top Judith
• go WWOOF farming...
• journal, collect information enough to make articles/essays
• stare out at the Pier 86 grain terminal, have sex there
• sing
• accept i am what and who i am, an acceptance i've made strides in
• give myself more credit, have pride
• sell art/clothes