• eos 10
  • limetown
jan 31 2019 ∞
jan 31 2019 +
  • get to a Happy Weight
  • expand the horizons of my wardrobe aka change it up. stop wearing a black skirt all the time. try pants. EXPLORE!!!
  • stop touching my hair all the time
  • find another way to do my makeup that i like Better
jan 21 2019 ∞
jan 22 2019 +
  • don't waste time on toxic people. cut them out of your life
  • brush your teeth otherwise it all turns to shit in your 30's
  • make healthy habits. be cautious of what you eat. be more active. it only gets harder as you get older. BE! HEALTHY!
  • don't care about what other people think of you
  • save money
  • don't waste energy on being mad over something that won't matter in a years time
  • stop wasting time being self conscious. no one looks back & is happy they hated themselves
  • don't be discouraged by something that will take years to improve your life
  • stay fit. if you aren't fit, get fit as quickly as possible & stay fit
  • sit straight. have good posture
  • take care of your skin. practice daily sk...
apr 24 2018 ∞
jan 10 2019 +
  • all new bedding
  • curtains
  • some art for my walls
  • a kindle
  • more like to FIND: a pair of shoes that i love/are casual enough to be my go-to's
  • a new mattress
  • maybe...... an ipad?.......?
jan 10 2019 ∞
feb 1 2019 +
  • when i was v tiny, maybe three or four, i always had a dream that took place in this picasso-esque black void with floating objects & my mama & papa would fight over me. mama would have my arms & papa would have my legs & they'd pull me apart until i combusted into tiny falling pieces. it was like a morbid painting
  • around the same age, i'd have a dream taking place in an entirely black void but there was a v long, twisted steel tunnel in the midst of it & i would slide down for what felt like forever until there would be a break in it like a missing train track & i'd fall endlessly into the void
  • for years, i'd have the same dream of a tsunami. i'd be standing on the far edge of the beach near this tiny tourist shop & i'd look out to the ocean & notice the waves were being pulled back & so i knew it was coming. i'd brace myself & try to h...
nov 4 2015 ∞
jul 24 2016 +
  • new jeans (comfy mom jeans / black skinnies)
  • metal straw
  • eco friendly cutlery kit
  • woven tote bag
  • new makeup
    • my two go to shadows - greige & red
    • some more natural lipsticks
    • brow gel
  • bamboo toothbrush
  • kitchen scale
  • lounge chair to get a tan before greece
  • candles
  • another foot peel
  • bisous face cloths
  • eyelash lift kit
  • volufiline
  • heat pack
  • ethique shampoo, conditioner, body butter
jun 25 2019 ∞
aug 18 2019 +
  • waking up earlier
  • meditating
  • going for walks
  • writing in my journal more
  • skincare every day
  • cleaning & laundry weekly
  • studying greek every day
  • keeping on top of decluttering
  • reading more
  • drawing
  • sending more photos / being more open & unapologetically me
  • being calmer, more accepting & more positive
  • loving myself
jan 10 2019 ∞
jan 14 2019 +
  • leon: the professional
  • the diary of a teenage girl
  • love (gasper noe)
  • short term 12
  • american honey
  • the royal tenenbaums
  • coco avant chanel
  • trainspotting
  • kids
  • lost in translation
  • before sunrise
  • like crazy
  • boyhood
  • the science of sleep
  • everything is illuminated
  • away we go
  • god help the girl
  • tomboy
  • begin again
  • the pianist
  • a very long engagement
apr 12 2016 ∞
jan 10 2019 +
  • johnathan alexander henrii ciscada - a french pianist from the 1920's. he went by the name henrii ciscada, against his better judgement. he was worried that henri matisse, being world famous at the time, would steal his henri/i spotlight. his wikipedia showed a photo of him, thin faced & serious, in a top hat but when i found an interview of him, he was suddenly a large, middle aged, balding australian man. real bogan, wearing a white wife beater. maybe the Dream Internet fucked up
  • regina cereal - i had been adopted by my real life parents & went through an agency to track down my birth mother. lo & behold, regina cereal. she was stupidly young, 35 at most, & beautiful. she had long deep ginger hair with loose curls, pale skin & light freckles on her face. she wore long dresses & had a hooked nose. a little gillian anderson-esque. she was soft & light & war...
jul 10 2016 ∞
mar 7 2017 +
  • biting my nails
  • caring/getting mad over little things
  • spending all day in bed
  • speaking negatively about myself & others
  • obsessing over wrinkles/health
  • pointing out my flaws to everybody
  • holding onto things that don't need to be held on to
  • only wanting to show him my good side. love is love is love.
  • buying every black off the shoulder crop top i see. it's becoming a problem
jan 10 2019 ∞
sep 6 2019 +
  • waking up earlier
  • having a DESK & therefore not spending all day in bed like a slob
  • not having facebook or instagram to swallow up my time anymore
  • wearing my hair up high with non-black scrunchies. a lil grey. a lil white. yes.
  • the lil tray of makeup & skincare i have on my desk
  • just my room in general now that it's clean & i have new furniture
  • my google home mini. using it to play music & to serenade me to sleep with the sounds of rain
  • fitting back into my old skirts. i cry
  • shark smile by big thief. "evelyns kiss was oxygen"
  • art. badly drawing in my sketchbook. hoping to the gods i get better
  • The Great Sickness of January 2019 which finally got me out of my maintenance phas...
jan 14 2019 ∞
feb 16 2019 +
  • new laptop
  • grow my nails out again
  • become more minimalist / clear my space
  • buy new furniture
  • paint my room
  • become healthier & return to my former glory
  • get better at greek & eventually be fluent
  • stay with my love
  • hold said Love. cover him in smooches & never let him go
  • move to greece to be with The Love
  • be happy
  • buy a camera (ricoh gr ii or fuji x100something)
sep 5 2017 ∞
jan 10 2019 +

past

  • driving on bridges over water. i would always cling to the car door, as though that would stop me from falling when the bridge inevitably collapsed
  • natural disasters. if we were by the sea, i would be on edge. always looking out the back window of the car expecting a tsunami to be approaching. i'd watch the sky like a goddamn hawk during storms, convinced that every cloud was turning into a tornado
  • being the last one awake. i used to make mom stay up an hour after i went to bed & i'd try my hardest to fall asleep before then unless i wanted to face the endless black void that was my house without the lights on
  • food & calories & weight gain & being fat. i could write a novel about this
  • simple things like walking down the stree...
may 23 2016 ∞
apr 27 2018 +