can you believe that you are still here? I mean, sometimes you thought you wouldn't last a week, always thinking about how to get out from all of this and turn off you mind completely, but now, months later you are still here, and even with some moments of confusion, you don't want to go, you want to stay, you are where you should be. you stopped pushing everything capable of keeping you in this world away, now you create new bonds, you keep holding on and you're happy for it. days were dark, they were gray, empty, pitiful, you didn't forget them, and you shouldn't. now it's just a experience, the hardest one in your life till now, now it is a lesson, it was how you grew up, because of this you can be yourself even more each day and I couldn't be more proud. thank you for saving me, thank you for saving yourself