This was what he was always so afraid of about getting close to someone: if and when the time came to stab him in the back, they did it quickly and more painfully than anyone else ever could.

"You know that in nine hundred years of time and space and I've never met anybody who wasn't important before. "

"You'll never know love or friendship and I feel sorry for you"

“ BITCHES TALK SHIT CAUSE THEY DON’T KNOW ME, BUT IF I HAD A DICK THEY’D BE THE FIRST TO BLOW ME. ”

Perhaps they are not stars, but rather openings in heaven where the love of our lost ones pours through and shines down upon us to let us know they are happy. - eskimo proverb

there is a forest in your spine. it twists and turns, the roots entangled with mine.grow me.

You know what's interesting about assassination? Well, not only does it change those popularity polls in a big fucking hurry, but it's also interesting to notice who it is we assassinate. Ya ever notice who it is, got to think who it is we kill? It's always people who've told us to live together in harmony and try to love one another. Jesus, Gandhi, Lincoln, John Kennedy, Bobby Kennedy, Martin Luther King, Medgar Evers, Malcolm X, John Lennon – they all said, "Try to live together peacefully." Bam! Right in the fucking head! Apparently we're not ready for that. Yeah, that's difficult behavior for us. We're too busy thinking around, sitting around trying to think up ways to kill each other.

“Think of something that you said. Now write what you wish you had said.” –William Stafford

“Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell.” — Edna St. Vincent Millay

“I hope no one who reads this book has been quite as miserable as Susan and Lucy were that night; but if you have been - if you've been up all night and cried till you have no more tears left in you - you will know that there comes in the end a sort of quietness. You feel as if nothing is ever going to happen again.”

Good-night, sweet prince; And flights of angels sing thee to thy rest.

"I was, but then I realized that I was holding on to something that didn't exist anymore. That the person I missed didn't exist anymore. People change. The things we like and dislike change. And we can wish they wouldn't all day long, but that never works."

Its a harsh reality that not everyone you love will love you back.

i'm not your executioner. i'm not your devil and i'm not your god. i'm charles manson"

No matter how bad it gets, don’t give up. Always keep running. We will always be there for you. Just turn up the speakers, sing like no one’s listening, dance like nobody’s there. Keep running. Always keep running. Gerard Way

LOVE MEANS NEVER HAVING TO SAY YOU'RE SORRY

"You disappear so completely into your head sometimes," he said, "I wish I could follow you." You do, she wanted to say, you live in my head all the time.

“Sometimes skulls are thick. Sometimes hearts are vacant. Sometimes words don’t work. ”

Today, just before she closed her eyes, she kissed me and said, “For a moment I was scared because I thought the blood staining our clothes was not mine, but yours, and that I was holding you, not the other way around.” MMT

""You know that place between sleep and awake, the place where you can still remember dreaming? That's where I'll always love you, Peter Pan. That's where I'll be waiting""

"This is a song all about intercourse!" his exact words right before they played Secret Valentine. :lmfao:lmfao wtk

In a world of black and white why am I seeing red

"there are things known and things unknown and in between are the doors"

"i have loved that stars too fondly to be fearful of the night"

“It’s not the pain I’m afraid of; I know about the pain. What I’m afraid of is the end of this small, sweet dream.” — Stephen King

iwishicouldfightyourdemonsforyou.

"Ever since I was young, I never understood anything about the world, and I never understood anything that happened in my life. The only thing that ever made sense to me was you, and how I felt about you. That’s all I’ve ever known, and that’s enough. That’s enough for me, for the rest of my life."

just because i'm a teenager doesn't mean that what i'm feeling isn't real. i feel it, it's raw, it's real, it's there. don't tell me it's not.

"I want you to sing to me. I want you to give me hugs when I least expect it, and whisper into my ear so that one spot on my left hip tickles. I want you to hold my hand and have your fingertips linger on top of mine. I want you to grab my legs with your legs so I have to wrestle them out. I want you to give me piggy back rides, or the other way around, seeing how you’re little. I want you to whisper little secrets into my ear and trust me with your life. I want you to give me your sweater when I’m cold, and put your arm over my shoulder so everyone knows that I’m yours. I want you to want me. I want you to sit and snuggle with me. I want to play hide and seek with you, and freeze tag, and manhunt. I want to run while holding your hand. I want to act like a little kid with you. I want you to want to be next to me, and find excuses to do so. I want you to wake up in the morning and think, “hey, maybe I should call her.” I know I’m not the most gorgeous person in the world, but I want you to tell me that I’m beautiful, and mean it. I want you to throw me into the pool, your pool. I want you to mess up my hair and when it’s curly I want you to play with the rings. I want you to compliment me when I least expect it. I want you to meet my eye when you’re talking to somebody else, and smile. I want you to make the first move, god dammit. I want you to put your hand on the little part of my waist, and let me nuzzle against your shoulder. I want you to share half your sandwich with me when my parents refuse to give me any more lunch money. I want to listen to your iPod with you, and do my awkward little dance, and lip sing with you. I want you to make me a ring out of that hundred dollar bill. I want to build a fort with you. I want to live my life with you. I want you to always be there when I need you. I need you. I do."

“Some women choose to follow men, and some women choose to follow their dreams. If you’re wondering which way to go, remember that your dreams will never wake up and tell you that they don’t love you anymore.” - Lady Gaga

something about you makes dying all the easier

“Sometimes there’s so much beauty in the world I feel like I can’t take it, like my heart’s going to cave in.” - American Beauty

"But they can never love you. Not the way they can love each other."

"You do what you have to. It's not gonna make me stop loving you."

"i learned to breathe underwater when i turned nine. i had to learn how to save myself; i'm still alive. how does it feel like to be 20? Or 25? well i can hardly remember, i just survived. so when we met i was startled, i finally awoke. blew out a breath full of water now that i'm not alone. i got a taste of the surface; i can't let it go. i used to sink, but now i float. slow down, stop rushing this. it feels like nothing else matters now. love and lust can co-exist, so let’s take our time. you said, "the days are getting shorter,” and you were right, 'cause all the stars were appearing; they multiplied. and so the more we surrendered the farther we fell. it was either you or the moment, or both that i held? as we descended on each other it got harder to tell, and now i can’t control myself. hearts that race and breath that stains. covers ours to wear, so when we wake up underwater, i'll be here."

"To love. To be loved. To never forget your own insignificance. To never get used to the unspeakable violence and the vulgar disparity of life around you. To seek joy in the saddest places. To pursue beauty to its lair. To never simplify what is complicated or complicate what is simple. To respect strength, never power. Above all, to watch. To try and understand. To never look away. And never, never, to forget." Arundhati Roy

-You know why it's hard to be happy? Because you find it hard to let go of the things that make you sad.-

A year. A thousand kisses. And now a thousand one, a thousand two. There are so many other places we could have ended up, but I have to believe none of them would have felt this right. "All I want is you" is not entirely true. I want so much more, and with you I think I can get it. The Realm of Possibility (David Levithan)

"You can love someone so much...But you can never love people as much as you can miss them."

“I wonder where we would be if we never met. I bet I would be a mess, so I dont regret a single thing.”

• "I hope no one who reads this book has been quite as miserable as Susan and Lucy were that night; but if you have been - if you've been up all night and cried till you have no more tears left in you - you will know that there comes in the end a sort of quietness. You feel as if nothing is ever going to happen again."
• i want to be dead so i can do a bit of living
• Pray for us, who once, too, thought we could fly.
• put a gun to my head and paint the walls with my brain
• Joel : I could die right now, Clem. I’m just… happy. I’ve never felt that before. I’m just exactly where I want to be.
• Your Eyes Shine Bright Like The Headlights Of One Million Speeding Cars.

Posted by: foboldschool Nov 3, 2006 A: Im Obsessed With Crashing Into You.

• Frank grabbed his bag and stormed out. Gerard, amazingly, didn't burst into tears. There weren't even tears in his eyes. This was something else, this was something worse than crying. He was numb all over, he couldn't feel his fingers or his feet, and he was dizzy like he was going to fall over. This was bigger than anything you could even cry about.

You didn't cry when the world ended. You just picked up your bag and went to your next class and hoped no one else noticed that the sky had fallen in and everything was ruined forever.

• Virginia Woolf's suicide note

‘Dearest, I feel certain I am going mad again. I feel we can’t go through another of those terrible times. And I shan’t recover this time. I begin to hear voices, and I can’t concentrate. So I am doing what seems the best thing to do. You have given me the greatest possible happiness. You have been in every way all that anyone could be. I don’t think two people could have been happier till this terrible disease came. I can’t fight any longer. I know that I am spoiling your life, that without me you could work. And you will I know. You see I can’t even write this properly. I can’t read. What I want to say is I owe all the happiness of my life to you. You have been entirely patient with me and incredibly good. I want to say that - everybody knows it. If anybody could have saved me it would have been you. Everything has gone from me but the certainty of your goodness. I can’t go on spoiling your life any longer.

I don’t think two people could have been happier than we have been.

V.’

• “Many of us spend half our time wishing for things we could have if we didn't spend half our time wishing.”

"I'm not gonna say anything inspirational, I'm just gonna fucking swear a lot.

• Gerard breathes out and looks at Frank's face instead of Mikey's. Somehow he's moved to straddle Frank and is using his stomach as a desktop; he'd been so wrapped up in the flow of words and pictures across Frank's body that he hadn't even been aware of moving. Maybe his brain hemispheres have separated. He saw this documentary once about some guy who had a lobotomy, and now his hands act as two separate entities: one skitters across the table and the other chases after to drag it back. Gerard used to feel that way sometimes when he was drunk or high, or both. He'd spend whole hours watching himself stagger around.
• "Yeah." Gerard aches, suddenly, to touch Frank, and not even like that – well, totally like that, too – but just to tilt his face up and make him smile again, the bright grin that greets Gerard whenever he walks into the room. Gerard has never seen anyone, not even Mikey, be so consistently happy about his sheer fucking existence. He equates smiles like that with sweat and hard work; Frank, though, he gives them up for nothing.

It's so fucking easy to love something like that.

Dream: "If you do not climb, you will not fall. This is true. But is it that bad to fail, that hard to fall?" Todd Faber: "Sometimes you wake up, sometimes the fall kills you. And sometimes when you fall, you fly." - Sandman, Fables and Reflections.

"I can't keep being your second choice. Not when you're my first." everwood

up all night got demons to fight

In the darker corners of our minds these visions dont persist they frame the meanings of our understandings and they drive us to the brink of craziness. as love is lauded to be so much more than what we know from day to day and moment to moment perhaps we just arent living yet And love is but a view of all that is and still without another dream to fill the sating derivations of my apathy.

Do we need wings to be free?

i felt like everyone else had gotten this instruction manual that explained life to them, but somehow i'd just missed it. they all seemed to know exactly what they were doing while i didn't have a clue.

I would like to circumnavigate you, so that if there was a map of every inch of you I would run out of push-pins trying to mark: I was here, I was here, I was here. JE

"sometimes you'll be so fucking scared of something that you let the fear stop you from doing it, and then you'll wonder for the rest of your life about what would've happened if you'd just been a little bit braver. Carpe diem, babies."

He dreams that Frank tells him the secret to life, but when he wakes up he can't remember what it was.

Frank's super power was breaking Gerard's heart from a whole state away.