• "If you sleep through the first day of summer, does that mean you get an extra day at the end?"
• “There’s this boy; this boy with black hair and white skin and gold eyes,” he says. “I think I’m in love with the dip in the curve of his back and the way he holds himself when he stands and the way he blinks twice every time he smiles his crooked smile.”
• in the end, all you'll have are your memories. Things change so fast

• geocaching
• skydiving
• canoeing
• scuba diving
• camping
• rock climbing
• goruck challenge
• zombie run

• Still, I hate them. But, of course, I hate almost everybody now. Myself more than anyone. pg 8
• It's not wondering what I breathe in, but who, that threatens to choke me. pg 9
• So after, when he whispers, "You love me. Real or not real?"

I tell him, "Real." pg 388

• Deep in the meadow, under the willow

A bed of grass, a soft green pillow Lay down your head, and close your sleepy eyes And when again they open, the sun will rise

Here it's safe, here it's warm Here the daisies guard you from every harm Here your dreams are sweet and tomorrow brings them true Here is the place where I love you

• None of which means anything, except that you shouldn't believe what you hear about me, least of all which I tell you myself. pg 10
• Lately, I have been having nightmares, where I'm cut into so many pieces that there isn't enough of me to be put back together. pg 13
• I turn my telescope to Barnard's Loop and m42, Glwoing in Orion's sword. Stars are fires that burn for thousands of years. Some of them burn slow and long, like red dwarfs. Other-blue giants-burn their fuel so fast they shine across great distances, and are easy to see. As they start to run out of fuel, they burn helium, grow even hotter, and explode in a supernova. Supernoveras, they're brighter than the brightest galaxies. They die, but everyone watches them go. pg 43
• A real friends isn't capable of feeling s...

• Being with him made my brain quiet. I didn't have to invent a thing. pg 12
• I think and think and think, I've thought myself out of happiness one million times, but never once into it. pg 17
• I read the first chapter of a brief history of time when Dad was still alive and I got incredibly heavy boots about how relatively insignificant life is, and how, compared to the universe and compared to time, it didn't even matter if I existed at all. pg 86
• "Humans are the only animal that blushes, laughs, has religion wages war, and kisses with lips. So in a way, the more you kiss with lips, the more human you are" pg 99
• "You see, I was pretending to be a monster, and I became a monster" pg 101
• I have so much to tell you, the problem isn't that I'm running out of time, I'm ru...

• All time is all time. It does not change. It does not lend itself to warnings or explanations. It simply is. Take it moment by moment, and you will find that we are all, as I’ve said before, bugs in amber.
• All moments, past, present, and future, always have existed, always will exist.
• There is no beginning, no middle, no end, no suspense, no moral, no causes, no effects. What we love in our books are the depths of many marvelous moments seen all at one time.

• No Other Life - Gary Younger
• Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close - Jonathan Safron Foer
• My Sister's Keeper - Joan Picoult
• Kaleidoscope - Ray Bradbary
• Looking For Alaska - John Green
• Paper Towns - John Green
• No Applause/Just Throw Money
• Heaven Knows I'm Miserable Now - Andre Jordan
• Catch 22 - Joseph Heller
• It's Kind Of A Funny Story - Ned Vizzini
• Coraline - Neil Gaiman
• The Thief Lord - Cornelia Funke
• Story People - Brian Andreas
• No Other Life - Gary Young
• The Kite Runner - Khaled Hosseini
• Summer Sisters - Judy Blume
• Watchmen - Alan Moore
• Sandman - Neil Gaiman
• Absolutely Normal Chaos

• apologise
• forgive
• let go

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• It's still hard for me to have a clear mind thinking on it. But it's the truth even if it didn't happen. pg 13
• And I'm glad when it gets thick enough you're lost in it and can let go, and be safe again. pg 101
• In spit of all I could do, it was getting tought to keep from getting lost. pg 118
• Now, I don't know. Being lost isn't so bad. pg 118
• , and I'd think, That ain't me, that ain't my face. It wasn't even me when I was trying to be that face. I wasn't even really me then; I was just being the way I looked, the way people wanted. It don't seem like I ever been me. pg 140

• Another thing is no matter how much you think you love somebody, you'll step back when the pool of their blood edges of up too close. pg 15
• No matter how careful you are, there's going to be the sense you missed something, the collapsed feeling under your skin that you didn't experience it all. There's that fallen heart feeling that you rushed through the moments where you should've been paying attention.

Well, get used to that feeling. That's how your whole life will feel someday. pg 22

• I'm living the life I love, I tell myself, and loving the life I lie.

I tell myself: I deserved this. This is exactly what I wanted. pg 31

• And married people always think love is t...

• et tu, brute? (with blade/on foot?)
• dr. manhattan (calf)
• snakes

garter

• jellyfish
• charlott'es web
• snake
• flying monkey
• "always"
• skeleton key
• skeleton wings
• skull
• roses
• bat
• feathers
• egyptian or hindu god
• upside down cross
• constellation
• planets(saturn?)
• paper crane

• I felt very still and very empty, the way the eye of a tornado must feel, moving dully along in the middle of the surrounding hullabaloo. pg 3
• There is something demoralizing about watching two people get more and more crazy about each other, especially when you are the only extra person in the room. pg 16
• The silence depressed me. It wasn't the silence of silence. It was my own silence. pg 18
• "I don't really know," I heard myself say. I felt a deep shock, hearing myself say that, because the minute I said it, I knew it was true. pg 32
• "...I had never been really happy again." pg 75
• It never occurred to me to say no. pg 96
• I thought, "This is what it is to be happ...

• lara
• sleeping dogs lie
• matilda
• grooveshark
• i killed the prom queen
• decemberists
• designedbyhumans
• ophelia
• order food in school
• the jungle
• fell in love with a girl
• teenage wasteland
• free falling
• olympic theme
• tyrashow.com
• wolford hot dots
• trash a dress
• start wearing purple
• got to find a reason why my moneys all gone
• piano man

• Fullmetal Alchemist
• Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood
• Hell Girl
• Inuyasha
• Kaze no Stigma
• Deathnote
• Shadow Star
• Bleach
• Sailor Moon

• star wars episode 5 soundtrack
• are you that somebody aaliyah

• That's okay, I tell her. In my life, I've been wrong about almost everything. pg 114
• Fathers. Mothers. With all their caring and attention. They will fuck you up, every time. pg 114
• Ms. Wright says how, when Marilyn Monroe offed herself, Hugh Hefner bought the mausoleum niche next to hers, because he wanted to spend eternity lying next to the most beautiful woman who had ever lived. pg 149
• It can only take a moment to waste the rest of your life. pg 194
• For an instant, everything feels so important. Almost real. pg 1978

This was what he was always so afraid of about getting close to someone: if and when the time came to stab him in the back, they did it quickly and more painfully than anyone else ever could.

"You know that in nine hundred years of time and space and I've never met anybody who wasn't important before. "

"You'll never know love or friendship and I feel sorry for you"

“ BITCHES TALK SHIT CAUSE THEY DON’T KNOW ME, BUT IF I HAD A DICK THEY’D BE THE FIRST TO BLOW ME. ”

Perhaps they are not stars, but rather openings in heaven where the love of our lost ones pours through and shines down upon us to let us know they are happy. - eskimo proverb

there is a forest in your spine. it twists and turns, the roots entangled with mine.grow me.

You know what's interesting about assassi...

• "Maybe all the strings inside him broke," she said. pg 8
• In my memory, it doesn't end. We just stay there, looking at each other, forever. pg 8
• There's nothing out here to be afraid of, not in this little city on this quiet night. pg 45
• "...I've lived here for eighteen years and I have never once in my life come across anyone who cares about anything that matters." pg 58
• I suppose I never found boredom very boring. pg 129
• I was struck by an awful thought, the kind that cannot be taken back once it escapes into the open air of consciousness: it seemed to me that this was not a place you go to live. It was a place you got to die. pg 139
• YOU WILL GO TO THE PAPER TOWNS AND YOU WI...

• New York Dolls
• Chairlift
• Anathallo
• DEFILER
• Archie Star
• The Mint Chicks
• Horror Pops
• Spylacopa
• Butch Walker
• Janelle Monae
• Holly Miranda
• Danzig
• Dir En Grey
• Ryan Adams
• In This Moment
• The Von Bondies
• Ellie Goulding
• Rob Zombie
• H20
• Phantom Planet
• descendents

• LENKA
• tiny dancer - ironik
• small town moon - regina spektor
• think of me - emma rossum
• colorblind
• our song taylor swift
• switch foot awakening
• vein of stars - flaming lips
• 504 boys - i can tell
• austin, we have a problem - fall out boy
• "Say What You Will" by Damhnait Doyle
• "wish you were here" kate voegele
• "what can i say" - carrie underwood
• Here Is A Heart by Jenny Owen Youngs
• a white demon love song by the killers
• PAULSON SLOW DOWN
• 1000 Times a Day - The Early November
• brighten love my honestly
• the gossip standing in the way of control
• opposite of adults

• goodnight moon p.wentz
• goodnight sweet prince
• Sex Drive
• The Machinist
• Flipped
• Dogma
• Spun
• Cemetery Junction
• The Fountain
• Love and Basketball
• The Heathers
• Twin Peaks
• The Science of Sleep
• A Serbian Film
• Never Let Me Go
• Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde
• Mr. Nobody
• Speak
• Our Idiot Brother
• The Dark Crystal
• Rules of Attraction