• (F22)

im so ready for my dad to go to florida. a house to myself... oh please please.

• time with nicole was great, the only lowlights were her talking about how bobby and caitlin have sex a lot and how lisa and tho talk shit about me. i had a feeling about these things, but i didn't fancy having them confirmed.
• i didn't see S at merge tonight, but no harm there. i did see a lot of great other people. lots of support for the speech tomo night, which i am totally nervous about.
• seeing bri was ok but i am feeling very removed. if she wants to call, she'll call.

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• (f23)

best day in a long while. starbucks with seth and joseph. *walking around the mall with seth.

• getting change
• getting gumballs
• getting more change
• making that womans day
• escalators in dicks
• our bets.
• massage chairs
• the old navay baybay
• the sword shop
• talking about megan lane
• and mark
• food court
• disscussing how i really ate like 1/3 a meal
• making fun of each other
• the dessert
• lunch with joseph
• his prayer... how he squeezed my hand during the food to the body part and seth with the speaking part
• double shots with joseph
• driving the boys back
• going home
• getting haley
• vigil
• what mike, shan, haley, and joseph said
• walking back with the boys and haley
• wild oats
• getting food
• getting soda
• talking with joseph
• abby calling me a little bitch... lawl.
• going out with seth
• tagging the cement
• the guys calling at me
• getting gum
• petting the dog
• going back ( they were EFFING! )
• driving with haley
• and him texting me now

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• (f26)
• i loved that he texted me yesterday about titch. im hanging out with him,joseph, and dre sunday
• im nervous about the party tomo
• im excited about shirt selling
• should i text him tomo about the cult tagging>
• i just really hope that these feelings are mutual
• (because i will be so embarrased if otherwise)
• i feel fat today
• because of how much is up in the air
• i dont want brandi's friends to steal anything from my house

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• (f28)
• um totally amazing sleepover
• creepin
• turd cake
• brandi on the toilet
• also loved training
• and looking forward to tomorrow
• i did text him about cult tagging, and it was totally worth it.

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• (m1)
• today sucked. im tired, im bri's number 8, seth totally doesnt have a crush on me, and i overthink everything. fuckkk