- (M2)
- woke up... ate a good breakfast
- had a frustrating text talk with bri that turned good
- courts
- walmart for snacks
- saw nicole
- swimsuits and dresses and diet 7up
- borders. gay guy and found book
- great time with bri. so great. got coffee, went to walgreens
- went to byba. awwwwkward
- and i really DONT want to write the jean kilbourne thing
- went to walmart. again. third time. groceries, spraypaint, bought a swimsuit and nose rings. love the new swimsuit- boy shorts! cute!
- came home. ate dinner
- got text from seth
- talked to him while i worked on my found book listening to wicker park
- cleaned up room
- relaxing
- trying to think the happy thoughts about work tommorow.
- hope alyse wont make me take out my nose ring
- if she does screw her. she lets max
- elise is the only thing i dont like about my job. i want to transfer to broomfield 120th.
- the Lord was with me, as usual, today and yesterday. helped me.
- (m5th)
- so elise told me that seth doesnt want to be involved with anyone before he moves to california. read: he's just not that into you.
- so i need to work on getting over that
- and not feel like he is scrapping the friendship
- cause you can be platonic and be a little attracted to the other person, right?
- lord, i know you are trying to teach me some sort of important message or lesson. please walk through this with me while you do.
- why do i fall in love with every boy who gives me attention?
- BUT, on the VERY bright side, this gives me permission to be myself and to be however i want to be without overthinking it or worrying that i am sending out the wrong messages. because now that i know he isn't into me in that way, i WILL get over it with time
mar 2 2009 ∞
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