• i am lonely
• I have become an insomniac
• I just tried downloading the app for listography on my phone and it's $1.29
• day glow is mad expensive
• I am finished on wed but staying till sat
• I wonder If these people will actually visit me
• now my lips and gums are swollen and I have a tooth ache
• I hate the dentist
• if I complain to Marisa about this she will make me a dentist appointment
• I'm tired of being in extended network
• I hope I don't forget anything here when I leave
• my eyebrows need tweezing but Marisa won't let me do them
• I wish more people knew about this website

• im sorry
• it wont happen again
• trust me
• i promise
• this time will be different
• i fucked up
• i didnt go out tonight
• i was drunk
• its just bad timing
• im not ready for a commitment
• i love you
• it was an accident
• my phone was dead
• i didnt meant it
• i fell asleep
• im in class
• im busy
• i call you back
• ill text you
• shes just a friend
• i miss you

• Nicki Minaj
• Brittney Spears
• DJ Pauly D
• Big Sean
• Mac Miller
• Chiddy Bang
• Chris Webby

• whheeeel
• salllrightt
• WHHEYY NUUT
• hot chocolate
• & soup
• so i called that man up, and i said, CHANGE THE BANNER!
• WE appriciate the BABY BUT CELEBRATE THE MAN
• YEEEHUSS yeaaaauuhhzz YEAAHZHZZ
• GLORY GLORY GLORYY
• hhalleeloooyah
• IF YOUR BROUGHT A CHILD UP TO THE AGE OF TWO PLEASE TAKE A SEAT IN THE BACK ROW OF SEKTIUN G.
• please do not fold your paper currency for the envelope is the appropriate size to accommodate
• if you are expiriencing a sickness or illness please take a seat in sektiiun a and a prayer warrior will come and you willl...

• moving faster then i wanted to
• moving on, when i havent
• saying i feel the same
• tickets (speeding)
• lying (parents)
• getting caught ^ lol
• trusting people i shouldnt
• expecting more for those i shouldn't
• thinking said person still cares
• stealing my old jobs sign
• taking physics
• not doing well junior year
• smokingg
• blahhh.so.much.moreeee.

• ✔ the shore<3
• ✔ BOSTON!
• lake george
• ✔ new job
• research and visit multiple colleges at least 4 hours away
• loose 10
• attend the eminem jay z concert
• meet someone new
• find someone in my gym class
• NOT START READING TILL AUGUST
• get really high heels
• get a new ipod
• vol. work
• ✔ TAN!TAN!TAN!TAN!TAN!
• .. TO BE CONTINUED.

• this is the third time this month I'm sick
• I have work tomorrow
• I can't fall asleep
• I have yet to see dear john
• my english teacher is a crack pipe
• my guidance counselor is a crack pipe
• my parents are crack pipes (lol)
• we only have a two hour delay tomorrow
• its only thursday
• nobody is making lists:(
• my car was just washed and is probably going to get super dirty already
• my plans to see the lion king keep getting postponed

• Sound of Missing you- Ameerah
• DA DJ PAULY DELECCHIO MIXES<3
• Show me love- Robin S
• Never past tence- Dj Tiesto
• Never had a dream come true- SClub7 (super lol)
• Set fire to the third bar- Snow Patrol
• Truly madly deeply- Savage Garden
• Wana be the one- Stevie B
• I'm a dreamer- Amber
• When love takes over- David Guetta
• Super Mash Bros mixes
• Nicki Minaj (props alena)
• Finally- Ce Ce something..?
• Come fly away- Benni Benassi
• Ring the alarm- Beyonce (PAHAH)

• wallet
• phone
• train of thought
• drink
• remote
• phone charger
• shoes
• pens/pencils (in school only)

its about that time again! if i dont start early this year ill never get anything done!

Christmass&Birrfday List!

Please no clothing guys other than lost acceptions. Unless you're extremely confident.

• uggs
• brittney perfuem that i havent already had
• Tao of pooh
• cork board (fairly large)
• boots very similar to Alena's if not the same (ask her)

-either the ones I borrowed on thanksgiving or on her birthday

• a cool/pretty flask
• white on white nikes same ones I had before I ruined ten at coffee labs
• pretty much anything with animal print

• trillionaire
• i will buy my aunt a dog and stabalize her so she can retire
• buy my mom the appartment she wants in tarrytown
• buy alex the tools to build adriana a library
• help alena with her studies
• i guess id help dad out.
• work as some sort of PR agent for a major company and make mad bills
• donate money to the pitbull&paroll place in LA as well as visit it
• rescure a pitbull
• cover my back in meaningful tattoos
• live with elizabeth veronica katt
• NO MARRIAGE
• NO CHILDREN
• courrupt my sisters children
• sneak them mcdonalds cause aunt andrea is fun

• you fight with your girlfriend ever 3 seconds
• ^ you take that out on me when i try to help
• your responses to my vents are "ohboy"
• everything is a double standard
• YOUREBEINGAHUGEJERK IN MY TIME OF NEED
• way to visit me like you said you would
• youre totally not understanding half the time
• IM DONE FOR NOW, UNTILL HE REPLYS TO MY TXT AND I HAVE MORE TO SAY.

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

• after walking the dogs in the 3 degree weather i've decided i will raise my family and have my career in a warm climate where the lowest degree is 50.
• right, family- my family should a guy ever find me good enough, will consist of 2-3 boys. no.girls.
• i will have studied law, engineering, and business and succeeded and left my mark in each industry.
• i will make my own car
• i will build adriana a library or buy the tools for alex to build the library (lol)
• i will help alena travel and start her nutrition business
• i will have a dalmatian and a weinheimer
• my mother wont be so crazy and have a healthy relationship with my dad
• i will still be friends with my best friend now

im tired of everyone asking me what i want. so. here ya go.

• belly button rings (extra long)
• ✔ black uggs medium length
• ✔ theres this spray i saw on a commercial that is for when your hair is like greasy but you dont have time to wash it so you spray it in and idk it goes away. idr the company and havent seen the commercial in a while. so if you have be my guest.
• ✔ pandora bracelet, i have a feeling my coworkers are getting me that (my coworkers suck, my oldest best friend got me it)
• ✔ the disposable looking hot and cold mugs from bed bath and beyond; mom knows which ones i'm talking about
• Pretty earrings
• ✔ leather boots with heels for going out (they have nice cheap ones in wet seal that i like so if youre considering getting me these just come with me to get them:]

• rye play land
• lake george
• attend eminem jay z concert
• ✔ GO TO THE BEACH WITH A FRIEND
• getting over old habbits
• heels
• visit multuple colleges

• awkwardness
• cheapness
• unforgivingness
• immaturity
• overprotection
• selfishness
• irrisponsibility
• greed
• NONunderstandingNESS.

UGKDFJSGVM, GRR.

• i cant wait anylonger for dear john
• i might have lost you!
• its time to get over it
• i'm going to junior ball
• techno is amazing
• old songs are better then new ones
• how to not waste time
• i need a new bag!
• i'm going to be a race car driver!

iplantoaddmorestuff.

• i'm even more tired then normally
• my voice turns funny
• im crankier
• people piss me off 100 times more
• if im somewhere where theres no tissues, well, sucks for me.
• in school the only thing i hear is myself sniffling,

*while taking a test I sniffle every other second and it is a huge disruption

• i talk louder because idk something with my ears
• im both hot AND cold
• my wardrobe only consists of pajamas, sweatpants, and sweatshirts
• by then end of the day im blind from looking at the light to help me sneeze
• depending on which side I sleep on is the side on my nose that is stuffed
• my nose is running but its stuffed. GO FI...

• my gums are very sore and they hurt
• its freezing in this stupid place
• it smells like poop, and i didnt poop, and my roomate didnt poop
• i bit my lip till it bled today and now its swollenn, top&bottom
• i need to get my nails done super bad
• i cant wait to be home
• i cant wait to help my mom
• i cant wait to be better
• i cant wait to exersize
• i cant wait to see my doggies
• i cant wait to feel needed again
• i cant wait for my internship
• WHY DOES IT SMELL LIKE POOP OH MY GODD.
• how am i going to make it through this week
• im going to have to majorly dip into my savings to purchase gifts
• i wish i could sleep more
• maybe i should try harder to write this b...

UNREALISTIC THINGS I WANT

• Dr Dre Headphones (in green(
• boobzjob. lol
• alenas id. lolz
• tanning package (i know nobody will get that for me)

MORETHINGSIWANT

• to try a spinning class with marisa, i'm fat. and i like riding bikes. i do it alot at target here at college
• a job
• a pandora charm
• b spears perfuem, just finished radiance and fantasy.
• a massage, from anyone (freegift) I HAVE SO MANY NOTS IN MY BACKugh:/
• certain kind of bra, only kind of bra that fits me right, from victoria secret.

please no clothes, especially from marisa. if mom doesnt have a job by summer, i'm...

• show dad my tattoo
• get my tong pierced
• proclaim I don't like rlcc
• admitting I've done drugs including drinking and smoking
• lying again, and getting caught again
• having the beer I have hidden in the garage be found
• cursing dad off
• running away
• express my true feelings towards the parents

EXTREAMES

• getting birth control
• getting arrested
• getting pregnant
• elopeing in vegas while I was at "lizs"
• having that new husband be an atheist
• getting a DWI or DUI
• arrested for POM

• ✔ tattoo
• subwoofers!
• macbook pro
• cruise with monica :(
• ipod
• cartilage pierced
• second hole pierced
• clubbing

• not lying to the parents (anymore... as much? well see)
• GUY. finally.
• friends
• collegeeee!
• college credits WHAT?
• leaving early from school.
• tattoo lolz.
• being respected
• peircing? soon to come:D

• i really dont want to go to the bathroom again;]
• drip
• KNOCK KNOCK KNOCKINON DA WALLZ.
• well there goes the bathroom one:D
• adri's changing out of her dress
• nope, now shes not gona change out of it, cause it took so long to get into
• were going to go to the bathroom as the last thing to do
• oh gosh, shes gona say the blessing at dinner
• shes got something to say
• AWH
• true, if she says the blessin dad wont.
• GIGGLEZ.
• den why you laugh.
• poop
• OBVZZ.
• my chick on the side says shes got one on the way, whupssiee.

• "want to get me a class of water?"
• arts and craft project for school
• arts and craft project for alex!
• "can you go upstairs and get my wallet?"
• "andrea i couldn't find it, can you go get it?"
• "do you have a long sleeve shirt i can borrow"
• "ande, get my bag" (i guess thats more of a demand)
• "do you like this outfit?"
• chapstick
• peice of gum
• bake (no objections to that ever)
• hair dryer

• stuDY.
• chem midterm
• us midterm
• math midterm
• english midterm
• work
• haircut and dyed
• DEARJOHNNNNN<3:]