• 108° : 18,288 words - namkook ♡

this must be some sort of karmic retribution for something namjoon has done. he’s deep in Buddhist country, and now he can finally understand the cultural underpinnings of this specific religion in the way it feels like he could reach some sort of anti-nirvana if he were to just let his eyes rake over jungkook like he so badly wants to. god, he’s been reading too much murakami if he’s thinking stupid shit like that.

or, namjoon learns how to thaw.

♡: from what i can remember about this fic is that i loved how fast they fell in love with each other but the author made it seem like a slow burn. i love the idea of falling so fast you have no clue it's actually happening and i think the author portrays that very well in this fanfic. i never shipped namkook until this fic as well. i cried a little bit at the ending. i'm jealous of the relationship they have.

“hyung, truth or dare?” jeongguk voices, tilting his head slightly to the side

“truth.” he responds mildly, taking care not to seem tense.

“hyung,” jeongguk repeats, softly this time.

“do you love me?” he asks with a teasing smile on his face. his lovely boy, innocent at heart in a way that pains yoongi just to look at him. it’s a playful joke, for jeongguk at least—with the truth serum running in their veins it’s a gag for laughter that has only one expected outcome.

“yes.” yoongi breathes quietly, looking at jeongguk with devastation written in his eyes, with his tender heart waiting behind his lips. or despite common belief, a truth serum does not force you to tell the truth, it only makes lying uncomfortable.

♡: oh god this au had me hooked for months. i reread it a million times and it still hurts more and more. this au is about love that is felt as undeserved. yoongi feels he doesn't deserve jungkook's love because jungkook is .. so pure and he is dark & unwanted by many. he's been hurt by others so often he's reluctant to let anyone in but jungkook gets under his skin so easily. he cant do anything about it either. jungkook is so oblivious to yoongi's feelings for him. he's so in love with yoongi but he doesn't even know it until it hits. i think i loved this au some much was because of yoongi because i can relate to the way he was constructed in this au. in the ending where jungkook cries as he confesses his feelings and yoongi just holds him was the moment i cried; they finally believed they were worthy of each other's love.

with a simple touch, namjoon can hear thoughts. jeongguk has a very good reason to never let him touch.

jimin forces jungkook to make a tinder, and there's no way that profile of kim namjoon is real.

♡: this au was kinda funny. i can't remember much about it but jungkook meets famous rapper RM and they fall in love with each other. i believe i loved this fic was because the way jungkook was portrayed. i could literally kin him. he was a mess, didn't really care much about himself or well being and was a risk taker until namjoon came into the picture and showed him just how much he was truly worth.

namjoon sits on a park bench, and hears someone on the other end singing one of his songs, wondering if he doesn't recognize him - that's when namjoon sees a white cane resting on the boy's thigh.

jeongguk's never had a reason to stay, always moving from place to place with nowhere to call home. they meet during jeongguk's last night in town and one night with taehyung is all it takes.

in this life, yoongi loses him, as he has in so many before.

when all of this had first started, it had taken yoongi one, two, three lives to begin to understand what the universe was granting him. the universe was giving him another chance, and another, and another to be with jeongguk, like they should have been in their first lives. the universe has been giving him chances for longer than he cares to remember—centuries, it seems, propelling yoongi across nations and history in order to try again, again, again. to make jeongguk his, because he couldn’t the first time.

”you say i could fix the broken in your heart, you're worth saving, darling. but i don't know why you're shooting in the dark, i got faith in nothing.”

♡: this is a very short but sweet little au. the reader is scared of falling in love but falls in love with jungkook anyway.

"i see colors everytime you speak"- jimin said in a small murmur, as he hid his face in the curvature of taehyung's neck - "the most beautiful colors i've ever seen" - he continued, not wanting to look taehyung in the eyes. his small, delicate hands traveled along his back, carefully feeling the warm mesh that covered his skin.

"and when you touch me ... when you touch me, i hear the most beautiful melodies." jimin brushed his nose into taehyung's warm skin, causing a heavy shiver to run through his body.

"and what do those melodies sound like?"

"it sounds... it sounds like peace"

(or jimin finds himself in a situation he has never expected to be in, with the last person he would ever want to).

yoongi had been aware of the shadow for as long as he could remember.

sometimes he went months without feeling like it was just a few steps behind him or waiting around the next corner. but no matter how long he was able to avoid it, it always came back. always.

it's 1993, and yoongi is a music major starting his sophomore year in college. a bunch of stupid dares from his friends aren't supposed to turn his world upside down. then again, maybe it's not the dares. maybe it's just taehyung.

dec 27 2020 ∞
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