- i'm all talk
- sometimes the only things i think i love are music and my mom- i can't help that
- i can't stop listening to Daylight by Matt & Kim. i seriously can't.
- i wish i could be open and honest with my family. i wish i could get to know my grandparents better because they're amazing, respectable people.
- i miss bob. we used to best friends and we're not now. i'm not sure why, but i've recently realized it might be my fault and that kills me.
- i have a urinary tract infection right now and it makes me more irritable than ever
- i'm irritable
- i don't like liars. i'm turned off by most people my age immediately.
- i smoke the ganj. there's so much stigma around it and it's really annoying. (btw, it's not a gateway drug. people are.)
- i do want to meet my dad, but i don't really know what to do about it. and i'm scared. so childishly scared of being unloved.
- I HATE being called spoiled. especially by family members who spoil their kids infinitely more than i ever was. and especially by people who have any idea about my childhood.
- i think that i am quite unlikable right now. i wasn't always like this.
- i'll never respect anyone more than my mom. she's the most amazing woman i know, and she might be the most amazing woman you know too. everything i've ever done is because she's supported me. everything i'll ever do is on the route to making her proud.
- i don't know why anyone would ever read this
- i have low self-esteem too, but i do my damnedest to hide it.
- i resent myself for not appreciating the things around me. i'm aware how lucky i am, how much i have, and how beautiful my surroundings are. i really wish i could smile about it. i do.
- i like alphabetical order. a lot. and if not, i just like any order.
aug 8 2009 ∞
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