- I'm insecure and I doubt myself more than I should.
- I put up a "happy go lucky" front because I want to be seen and known as such a person.
- I have mental breakdowns and resort to crying to let it all out.
- I turn and pray to God in those times.
- I'm sensitive.
- I take things out on people, and I feel horrible after.
- I am ridiculously indecisive and ask for several people's opinions.
- I do believe that color guard has made a big impact on my life.
- The fact that he's gone has made an even bigger impact.
- I hate the fact that some good friendships fade away.
- I love it when people I haven't talked to, or seen, in a while IM or text me.
- I wish I knew how to play the guitar.
- I love my best friends. They know who they are.
- I'm okay w/ silence between another person & I if I'm comfortable around them in general.
- I over-analyze things, a lot.
- I'm organized, when it comes to certain things.
- I over react sometimes.
- I secretly like to sing & play piano.
- I love lists, it's ridiculous.
- I love being family-oriented.
- I wear my MAC boot black liquid eyeliner errr'day. With very few exceptions.
- Three years and I am still not sick of my room color at all. I love it.
- I don't like driving.
- After three years of honors & AP English, I have never fully completed an assigned reading book.
- I can't sleep with long pants on.
- If I like a song, I listen to it on repeat and kill it within a week.
- I go through my brother's closet when I can't think of what to wear.
- I am proud of my 365 list, that is still in progress.
- Sometimes I wonder if I would still know some of the people I know if I didn't live under my brother's name as "Michael Benipayo's little sister".
- I should've counted how many people have ever called me "Michael Benipayo's little sister", in those exact words.
- I have pre-syncope. It's honestly pretty scary. My worst episode yet, August 3, 2010.
- I fear change.
jul 22 2010 ∞
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