• I want .. I need a guy's perspective on this. Too bad the one person I'm comfortable asking is the one person I can't ask.
nov 1 2010 ∞
nov 1 2010 +
  • research colleges
  • essays & personal statements
  • ask Chow for college rec
  • invite Chow to common app
  • send Chow SDP & rec forms
  • late rec request to counselors
  • counselor rec interview
  • give Woodin USC rec form
  • send ACT & SAT scores
  • buy AP Lit books
  • call Lauren Studios
  • call DMV & schedule test
  • Halloween game costume
  • Brian's birthday gift
  • ask Sherill about AFOB ad form
oct 31 2010 ∞
nov 1 2010 +
  • Bbocc shirts
  • Theme night dress up -- cave women
  • Willy Wonka & Oompa Loompa costumes
  • Skit music
  • Skit costumes
  • Squad Leader skit
  • Squad Leader shirts
  • Squad shirts
  • Squad towel
  • Squad X-Men costume
  • Squad gifts & letters
  • Freshmen posters
  • Buy tan socks
  • Unity Night speech
  • College apps
  • College essay
  • APEng books
  • ACT
  • SAT
  • Contacts
  • Vaccinations
jul 29 2010 ∞
nov 1 2010 +
  • Send out anonymous letters thanking people for the significant impact they have made on my life.
  • Write little notes and stick them into random books in the library or Borders.
  • Put a message in a bottle and let it go in the ocean.
  • Carve our initials into a tree with my boyfriend or husband.
  • Dress up as superheroes and “stop crime” around the city.
  • Go to a restaurant and convince the chef to create something completely new.
  • Swim with dolphins.
  • Completely cover a car with post-its.
  • Make a difference in someone’s life.
  • 010
jul 20 2010 ∞
jul 21 2010 +
  • I get ridiculously jealous when you take pictures or talk on the phone or comfort or webcam with other girls, but I don't want to sound like a controlling bitch, so I don't say a word.
  • I stay on AIM or oovoo just for you to sign on and call or IM me, but after a while, I get tired of waiting and think to myself, screw it.
  • I'm scared of what would happen to our friendship if we broke up.
  • I'm scared of arguments with you, because I can never stay mad at you.
  • I wonder if you talk to anyone else about our relationship, and what you say if you do.
  • I kind of don't want to wear your bracelet if you're not wearing mine anymore. It's loose and faded anyway.
  • I want us to be the cute, best friend and long-lasting couple.
nov 1 2010 ∞
nov 3 2010 +
  • I don't know where I want to go in life.
  • I don't know why I get jealous so easily.
  • I don't know how I can handle this upcoming month.
  • I don't know what I'm going to do without my twelve best friends next year.
  • I don't know what to expect of myself.
  • I don't know where I'm going to end up next year.
  • I don't know how to tell you some things.
  • I don't know whether I should just say, screw it.
oct 31 2010 ∞
oct 31 2010 +
  • Halloween, 5th grade? in my room at the old house
  • after blood test, outside Methodist
  • at the mall
  • hotel room while curling hair
  • Sophomore? year, flight home from east coast
  • Winter, church w/ family
  • car ride home after vaccs
  • Junior? year, church w/ dad
  • Freshman year summer, practice
  • Freshman year January, nursing home across from church
  • Senior year August, optometrist
aug 3 2010 ∞
oct 31 2010 +
  • Sitting in the empty silence of the mountains overlooking the warm winter sunset.
  • Friends that don’t mind going out of their way to buy dinner and drop it off at practice.
  • Getting a text from the person I was hoping it would be.
  • Walking my dog along a tree-lined street, with soggy, but crunchy leaves, and [homey houses with windows displaying largely decorated Christmas trees,] with the refreshing scent of rain still in the air.
  • The social butterfly sophomores that have never failed to make me laugh each day in Spanish class.
  • Caring friends that IM me every night just to tell me to sleep early.
  • Learning a new piano song and playing it a hundred times over in the middle of the night, instead of doing homework.
  • Sticking to our promise of no regrets, [a...
jul 20 2010 ∞
jul 20 2010 +
jan 4 2012 ∞
jan 4 2012 +
  • I love how you understand me so well and I love that we fall into the category of best friends in a relationship because I was already comfortable around you. I love it when you treat me like I'm the only girl that matters. But because of that, I get uncontrollably ridiculously jealous when I see pictures of you with other girls, or when I read your texts comforting other girls, or when you're webcamming with other girls. Yeah, I get really jealous. Too bad you have no idea. I hate how it feels like you forget about me sometimes, but I honestly can never stay mad at you. And sometimes, I wonder if you feel the same; if you ever get jealous of the guys that talk to me too. I really wish I had the guts to flat out tell you, I'm jealous. But I don't want to compromise your relationships with them, or screw myself over
nov 1 2010 ∞
nov 1 2010 +
  • We used to webcam everyday and made a record of doing so.
  • You send me texts telling me to have a good practice, or stay warm.
  • You call me princess.
  • You remind me to take my pill every day.
  • You always say goodnight or sweet dreams, even sometimes when I’m already sleeping or even beforehand just in case you fall asleep mid-conversation.
  • I can burp in front of you without caring.
  • We text each other in the morning before practice.
  • You look for me on the field during rehearsal.
  • We always send each other pictures of the good food we’re eating.
  • You text me whenever you’re bored throughout WNR.
  • You text me about the most random or mino...
oct 31 2010 ∞
oct 31 2010 +
  • I'm insecure and I doubt myself more than I should.
  • I put up a "happy go lucky" front because I want to be seen and known as such a person.
  • I have mental breakdowns and resort to crying to let it all out.
  • I turn and pray to God in those times.
  • I'm sensitive.
  • I take things out on people, and I feel horrible after.
  • I am ridiculously indecisive and ask for several people's opinions.
  • I do believe that color guard has made a big impact on my life.
  • The fact that he's gone has made an even bigger impact.
  • I hate the fact that some good friendships fade away.
  • I love it when people I haven't talked to, or seen, in a while IM or text me.
jul 22 2010 ∞
aug 15 2010 +