- I love how you understand me so well and I love that we fall into the category of best friends in a relationship because I was already comfortable around you. I love it when you treat me like I'm the only girl that matters. But because of that, I get uncontrollably ridiculously jealous when I see pictures of you with other girls, or when I read your texts comforting other girls, or when you're webcamming with other girls. Yeah, I get really jealous. Too bad you have no idea. I hate how it feels like you forget about me sometimes, but I honestly can never stay mad at you. And sometimes, I wonder if you feel the same; if you ever get jealous of the guys that talk to me too. I really wish I had the guts to flat out tell you, I'm jealous. But I don't want to compromise your relationships with them, or screw myself over
- I have no idea what I would do without you, honestly. You're my best friend and I love that we're always on the same page with any situation. I love how we can laugh so easily at the stupidest things and have spontaneous adventures to Eagle Rock for Filipino food. I love how I take you on my family trips and I love how we plan so many crazy things. I love the fact that we made a promise to each other freshman year of high school, and as lesbian as it sounds, I think it's cute how we used that promise in our senior quotes. We can always text each other out of anger or tears and comfort each other, especially over stupid boys, and we always have our little hair/make up test out sessions. I love having you over my house all the time because it's just so chill and fun being around you. Funny how in fifth grade, we were the complete opposites in which I was the loud one & you were the shy girl. But anyways, I can easily say I am really, really going to miss you next year.
- Remember once upon a time, we were such good friends and I would vent to you about boys and talk on the phone for the longest I've ever done since elementary school. I would always turn to you for anything and everything. And even though we're still in the same group of friends, there's not that strong connection we used to once have. It was a bit on and off, but for a time being, it still quietly existed. And sometimes, when we have small hangouts with just a few of us, or even when we text each other, I'm thrown back and reminded of those days, and I kind of miss it. I miss having a guy, other than my boyfriend, to turn to for a boy's perspective. And despite that I have nine guys in our group of best friends, I don't feel that easy openness with them as I did with you.
nov 1 2010 ∞
nov 1 2010 +
nov 1 2010 +