i've never done one of these before...

in:

• conscious phone use- it is not to remain a limb.
• more blogging
• reevaluating sexual desire/need/wants in me
• hardcore shows
• raves
• out-of-town forests
• active pursuit of what i've never done- camping, fishing, making
• mending, patches
• trauma work, acknowledging the different selves and how they need to be treated
• saving every penny, buying as little as possible; conscious consumption; diy everything
• asking for help
• playing music out loud again
• collaborating with people on projects
• card games
• identifying plants

out

• vapes, always
• smoking so much you get a sore throat
• impulse buying clothes/items when bored
• self-isolation
• being shy about photography- start asking
• bad posture
• using my hands to aimlessly scroll instead of... anything else
• codependency
• embracing fear