I have a rather serious addiction to painkillers. I have been taking much more than I should- for no reason- everyday since around 2017. All I think about is taking medicine. When I take medicine I think about taking medicine. I never stop. In 2022 it was very serious, I would stand next to my medicine basket, staring at the clock, and when it was time, I took the medicine eagerly... and then, I would wait. I wouldn't even walk away, and just stand there, waiting, for hours until it was time to take more. At one point I would take medicine almost as the only thing I did every day, taking Tylenol, then a glass of Theraflu, drink some Pepto Bismol, take some prescribed pills, have s Benadryl... and so on. However it has gotten better over time, afterall...

It started as an Opioid addiction.