im going to miss school so much, i knew i would. i really loved it here and ive spent my whole life here in the one place with the same friends and im so sad about leaving it all behind, nothing will ever be like this again and i knew it and i still am upset.

• today i tried to donate blood but couldnt because of roaccutane and malaria in turkey lol that was an hour of my and their time wasted
• amy couldnt either as she has been to PNG (they realised this as she was about to get injected)
• i skipped the waterpolo game to get my hair done
• we had a catwalk at our valedictory and i gave a toast
• i finally met babo pitbull (amir), sabin's parents are sososo lovely
• babo told sabin he liked my voice, it was strong and confident
• dad kept on talking through people's speeches
• the heads of house did a wiggles montage
• we rewatched our one day more video
• i went to the preschool for our 13 year seniors morning tea and it was so cute, i held little ted and we watched our preschool christmas concert video
• melly g photoshopped a picture of her shrine for me and emily and put it in our folders
• miss reed put my grade 8 letter to her in the folder and oh my god it was even more pretentious than i remember
• i took photos with everyone
• eloise eventually came and sat with us and i just kept on saying "heYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!"
• i have also been singing the BMO pregnant song all day
• cody messaged me and said he loved me (as a friend) and thanked me for being my friend and we talked about how we finally cried for school