🌱 — indoors.

• white knight philodendron
• pink princess philodendron
• white fusion calathea-
• pearls and jade pothos
• white butterfly arrowhead
• fiddle leaf fig

🌱 — wishlist.

• thai constellation monstera

application order reminder ! ˎˊ-

— trial.

• origins ┊ ginzing refreshing scrub cleanser
• biossance ┊ squalane + omega repair cream

— regulars.

• youth to the people ┊ superfood cleanser
• lush ┊ tea tree toner water
• laneige ┊ water bank moisturizer

— as needed.

• farmacy ┊ honey potion plus hydration mask or
• caudalie ┊ vinergetic c+ detox mask

— break & notes.

• glow recipe ┊ watermelon glow dew drops serum
• olehenriksen ┊ banana bright vitamin c eye cream ⊹ causing under-eye dryness!
• glow recipe ┊ plum plump hyaluronic moisturizer
• youth to the people ┊ superberry hydrate + glow dream oil ⊹ may be contributing to breakouts.
• youth to the people ┊ yerba mate resurfacing facial ☆ ⊹ empty! trying dermologica powder exfoliant to see if it's a bit less hars...

goal: 4/30

• morbid ┊ 523: the dark secrets of the wizard of oz
• mrballen podcast ┊ the final descent vol. iii
• mrballen podcast ┊ hell, alaska
• mrballen podcast ┊ these people actually exist

☆ favored ┊ ✧ documentary ┊ ☽ foreign ┊ ◍ anime

— currently watching.

• the diplomat: season one (ep. 1-5)
• halloween baking championship
• the challenge: season forty (ep. 1-5)
• love island uk: season thirty-four (ep. 1-48)
• homicide los angeles: (ep. 1-4)
• perfect match: season two (ep. 1-9)
• spy x family: season one (ep. 1-3) ↺ ◍
• wandavision: season one (ep. 1-2) ↺
• moon knight: season one (ep. 1-4) ↺
• trigun stampede: season one (ep. 1-7) ◍
• unlocked: season one (ep. 1-4) ✧
• 3 body problem: season one (ep. 1)
• jujutsu kaisen: season two (ep. 1-14) ◍
• the boys: season three (ep. 1-6)

— completed.

• ☑ the boys: season one
• ☑ the boys: season two

goal: 39/30 — ☆ favored ┊ ☄ cinema ┊ ☽ foreign

— december.

• woman of the hour (2024)

— november.

• infinity pool (2023)
• a different man (2024)
• smile 2 (2024) ☄ ☆

— october.

• don't move (2024)
• alone (2020)

— august.

• alien: romulus (2024) ☄ ☆
• the nest (2022)

— july.

• twisters (2024) ☄
• longlegs (2024)

☽ full moon ┊ 🐾 aiko ┊ ✧ gaming ┊ ☄ movie

— october.

• 17 ┊ hunter's moon 7:26 a ☽
• 18 ┊ smile 2 ☄
• 26 ┊ mom + chuck to buffalo
• 29 ┊ prisey, tab + ken birthday

— november.

• 01 ┊ bravecto due 🐾
• 02 ┊ mom + chuck home
• 15 ┊ beaver moon 4:28 p ☽

— december.

• 15 ┊ cold moon 4:02 p ☽
• 25 ┊ nosferatu ☄

a collection of words, snippets, and quotes that sunk their teeth into me, for safekeeping.

a lover's discourse — roland barthes

• someone tells me: this kind of love is not viable. but how can you evaluate viability? why is the viable a good thing? why is it better to last than to burn?
• "joy has no need of heirs or of children—joy wants itself, wants eternity, the repetition of the same things, wants everything to remain eternally the same." the fulfilled lover has no need to write, to transmit, to reproduce.
• ("my soul is not only filled, but runs over.") i fulfill (i am fulfilled), i accumulate, but i do not abide by the level of lack; i produce an excess, and it is in this excess that the fulfillment occurs (the excessive is the realm, the system of the image-repertoire: once i am no longe...

goal: /6

i have been so estranged with this piece of myself, a devourer of words and prose, for the last few years. so we're starting off with a gentle goal for 2024 to ease back into enjoying reading the way i once did.

— currently reading.

• a lover's discourse by roland barthes
  • ✦✦✦✦✧✧✧✧✧✧ (92/234)
• to the lighthouse by virginia woolf
  • ✦✧✧✧✧✧✧✧✧✧ (24/224)
• traces of two pasts by kazushige nojima
  • ✦✦✧✧✧✧✧✧✧✧ (89/384)