“i am going away.” “going where?” “back to my own world.”

her: shannon, twenty-eighth trip around the sun.

    • cancer, fourth sign of the zodiac; cardinal, northern, nocturnal, tenacious, intuitive, fruitful. moody bebe of the moon.
    • prose enthusiast, surviving(evading) the social world through dazed imagery and fictive muse and flesh.

find me: plurk, pinterest, goodreads, letterboxd

feb 15 2020 ∞
jul 18 2020 +
  • scuf PS4/5 controller
  • natura cullina – rose'berry mask – $28
  • mejuri – dôme cuff, gold vermeil - $40
  • figaro gold choker
  • coin necklace, gold or gold filled
  • secretlab – d.va edition, gamer chair - $374
  • linen or bamboo coverlet & sheet set
  • linen or bamboo sleep set
  • macbook pro / ipad pro (invest)
feb 15 2020 ∞
apr 6 2021 +

key: ☑ completed ┊ ↺ rewatch ┊ ♡ favored ┊ ⁂ hiatus

  • falcon and the winter soldier: (ep. 1-2)
  • temptation island: season three (ep. 1-4)
  • supernatural: season fifteen (ep. 1-2)
  • ↺ daredevil: season one (ep. 1-7)
  • the challenge: double agents (ep. 1-13)
  • shadowhunters: season three (ep. 1-8)
  • ⁂ the amazing race: season thirty (ep. 1-11)
  • ⁂ the bachelor: season twenty-five
  • ☑ supernatural: season fourteen
  • ☑ the vanishing at the cecil hotel
  • ☑ bling life: season one
  • ☑ framing britney spears
  • ☑ murder among the mormons
  • ☑ behind her eyes: season one
jan 8 2021 ∞
apr 6 2021 +


  • the avengers: endgame (2019): ⭒⭒⭒⭒


  • pieces of a woman (2020): ⭒⭒⭒⭒
jan 23 2021 ∞
apr 6 2021 +
  • 4.6 - realizing that i'm horrid at keeping this habit, but understanding that self-care is a practice, not a goal.
  • 2.1 - tired. tired, tired, tired. fighting sleep because it only means starting all over again. this is the first day in awhile my chest felt heavy and only a hug could quell it.
  • 1.27 — trying to treat mornings a little lighter & learn to check in with myself throughout the day.
  • 1.26 — morning was a hum. fresh air through my fingers and against my palm. feeling a bit out of place in the writing community. irritable, bed time. sleeping with a heavy chest.
jan 26 2021 ∞
apr 6 2021 +
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  • remember to check in with myself daily to see how i'm feeling mentally, physically, and emotionally.
  • remember to ask "what would feel good for my body right now?"
  • learn to quiet the sunday scaries.
  • stop apologizing where it isn't necessary.
  • don't hope for goodness at my own expense.
  • take a steady breath before any reaction can take place.
  • stop allowing others so much access.
feb 16 2020 ∞
mar 28 2020 +

"other rituals could be as simple and gratifying as lighting a candle every evening. the simple act of lighting a match, the symbolic nature of burning, is grand enough to be a ritual in the temple of your life. a place for you to burn away the day. or maybe it's a cup of tea every evening. the drum of the kettle, the whistle, the collision of hot air. this can be your ritual. the moment your tea touches your lips is the moment you release it all." lauren martin x

"the thing about new york city is that within one black, any block, one may encounter the entire spectrum of humankind. i have learned it is important for this to be a consistent part of my life." eleanor seigler

"i think i'm always so much more happy with books and movies and stuff. i think i get more excited about well-done representations of life than life itself."

"it’s dark because you are trying too h...

feb 19 2020 ∞
mar 1 2020 +