APRIL

• bunshinsaba: ouija board
• liverleaf

MARCH

• intimate stranger
• kite
• noroi the curse

FEBRUARY

• fuji_jukai.mov
• premonition
• oxhead village ♡

JANUARY

• dumplings (chan, 2004)
• infection (ochiai, 2004)♡
• about a place in the kinki region (2025)
• door (1988)
• 2ldk (2003)
• three extremes (2004)

• close-up shots of swarming insects in frame
• girls wearing capes
• women riding motorbikes + creepy atmosph...
• witchcraft
• girls with their nymphomaniac ways
• girls walking through the woods to get to school
• spying through peepholes at their dream person
• cloistered life
• fictitious books, movies, tv shows ("seeker of the serpent's eye")
• abrasively creepy scores
• eeriness and gloom pervading
• chambermaid-centered stories, their private lives
• pastoral pretty villages + satanic rituals
• where everyone is attractive and creepy
• girls fixated by knives

finger maiden therolina puppet ⊹ sewer-gaol key ⊹ blaidd crying from beneath the gaol ⊹ not handing over twinned armor set ⊹ rykard's great rune ⊹ rogier's letter ⊹ fallen ruins of the lake (new grace) ⊹ grave scythe ⊹ carian phalanx ⊹ azur's glintstone staff ⊹ gold fireflies ⊹ gargoyle's blackblade ⊹ godslayer's greatsword ⊹ church of inhibition ⊹ valkyrie's prosthesis ⊹ note: lord of the frenzied flame ⊹ weathered dagger

• valerie a týden divů
• tess of the d'urbervilles
• jane eyre

• when i discovered the ultra rare add-ons for medkits <3 and endurance
• others taking hits for me <333
• running an angry huntress on coldwind farm LT walls for 3 gens lol
• finding hatch before it even spawns and placing a key on it
• the huntress on _ map that i let close hatch and that allowed me to open it lol
• the wraith that killed my team and let me farm and loot an event toolbox from the basement
• the wraith that let me live as alessa on the game map
• killer main (pig)

• alfonso
• lily
• pudge
• filbert
• pancetti - moved here in october
• lolly - moved in 10/20/20
• rodney - moved in 11/07/2020

moved out

• camofrog :(
• tank
• annalise
• sylvia
• tutu
• leopold - moved out 10/10/20
• keaton - moved out 10/19/20
• mira - moved in 10/13/20; moved out 11/06/20
• lionel
• audie
• fauna

• man riding a woman like a rocking horse
• wearing latex, watching myself
• _ annoyed i'm dancing with someone who looks like him
• planets low in the atmosphere
• tornados and carrying momo in her bandage
• momo's tail

• girl of the limberlost - elnora hides box in a hollow log with books, a butterfly apparatus, small cracked mirror, walls lined thickly with gaudy butterflies, dragonflies, and moths
• celia - celia hides mementos of her grandma and evidence in a wooden lockbox in the creek tied to a rope

• jaromil jirês (dec 10, 1935 - oct 24, 2001)
• lorca (jun 5, 1898 - aug 19, 1936)
• luboš fišer (sep 30, 1935 - jun 22, 1999)

• ache of modernism
• stonehenge
• hardy's fir trees
• his veggies
• "romance blood"
• betokened
• rabbit-runs
• tess and her animals
• exuvia
• cyclone in the sun
• terene—of or like earth; earthly
• sylvan language
• tess' tomb
• in love with her own ruin
• concatenation
• flower-like mouth
• thyme-scented morning
• photosphere
• tess the cat
• humid pink & atmospheric
• a rosy warming apparition

• elden ring
• corpse party
• bloodrayne betrayal: fresh bites
• gloomy eyes
• infinity nikki
• dead by daylight
• warframe
• fatal frame: maiden of black water

2026

• pink chime candles ✉
• essential oil pendant
• charm bracelet
• step-up platform
• inuyasha manga vol 1 ? ♡
• sunscreen
• ✓ frankinsense
• ✓ aromatherapy oil
• tomie limited ed. blu-ray
• ✓ gua sha, almond oil, etc

2025

• ✓ snow white, blood red
• ✓ the bloody chamber
• ✓ projector
• ✓ cooking mama PS4

2024

• vitamins
• cos De BAHA hyaluronic serum

• je languis loin de toi → i languish far from you
• l'espérance me soutient → hope sustains me
• privata di te morirò → deprived of thee i shall die
• qui me neglige me perd → who neglects me loses me
• si je te perds je suis perdu → if i lose you i am lost
• ta douceur est ma vie → thy sweetness is my life
• veille sur ce que j'aime → watch over such as i love

• elnora - butterflies
• celia - rabbit murgatroyd
• valerie - earrings
• mandy - reading fantasy and drawing

archaic, unknown, and pretty meanings particular to the text

† archaic   → origin   ♡ adored

• acumen —the ability to make good judgments ♡
• aerial —spending time in the air (like a bird, of Jane), atmospheric
• amity —friendly relationship 
• anathematized —condemned, cursed ♡
• animadversion —critical comment or harsh criticism 
• antipodes —the direct opposite of something ♡
• ardor —enthusiasm or passion
• ascendency —position of dominant power or forgiveness
• asunder —into pieces, apart
• atone —make amends 
• badinage —funny or witty conversation 
• bourne —a small stream that flows intermitten...

november 2025

• starting over
• butterfly digs

november 2020

• first mushrooms
• learned how to change my facepaint within the change appearance app lol
• went to my first nook miles island and got rodney (:
• maple leaves falling 11/17

october 2020

• moving all my islanders into a neighborhood
• dragging pudge out of bed in his pjs to approve his move lol
• growing cute little pumpkins!!
• 30+ golden roses
• blossom viewing lanterns ♡
• so foggy in the morning until noon and th...

• silver jewelry showing under mesh top
• fingerless opera gloves
• lacy/wasteland/grunge style gauntlets
• natural bondage rope over/under velvet bras
• ouvert panties
• cage back panties
• suspender belts
• ooak chokers
• collars with pet names
• panties with side-ties
• fishnet stockings with unfinished tops
• thigh highs being secured at the top by ribbon messily
• sheer bralettes with embellishments/embroidery
• hand cuffs made of ribbon
• mesh panties
• embroidered + mesh tops

• medicean venus neck
• hamadryad
• the monster in the church (v valerie... nezval was inspired by "the monk" possibly even this pretty passage in the book)♡
• blush of pleasure
• "my heart remained without a master"
• poignard
• coral lips... ripe, fresh, melting
• "how deep was the precipice before him"
• the most ardent caresses
• doat
• the monster's odious caresses
• religious gloom

• creating image maps
• cliques/rings/fanlistings
• inline windows
• javascript
• html
• landing/splash pages
• having a links page
• "about me"
• visitor counter
• photoshop
• adopting pixels or sprites
• paintshop pro (PSP)
• camgirling
• wishlists
• never owned my own domain but was hosted by sweetest people <3

• the untamed (2016) heavy fog, motorbike won't start, injured
• gemini (2017) escaping, winding road, ominous music
• belle épine (2010) riding with stranger for first time at night

• reading
• hiking
• daydreaming

elnora's in "a girl of the limberlost"

• narrow bed
• pieced calico cover
• whitewashed walls with lithographs
• every crevice stuck full of twigs with dangling cocoons
• pegs for the few clothes
• old chest
• little table
• two chairs
• uneven floor covered with rag rugs and braided corn husk

valerie's in "valerie a týden divů"

• a little room in house no. 27
• with a high, Gothic window
• long curtains
• a view of the church tower and garden below
• "bizarre legs of the bed"
• carpeted floor

[she was] marching on upon long stalky legs, in tight stockings which had little ladder-like holes at the knees, torn by kneeling in the roads and banks in search of vegetable and mineral treasures...—tess of the d'urbervilles

that 'collected' frightens me. i've only gathered. i always loved everything outdoors, so i made friends and playmates of them. when i learned that the moths die so soon, i saved them especially, because there seemed no wickedness in it.—girl of the limberlost

the lines between my days and nights are blurring. the night is filled with the calls of owls and the smell of daffodils, and i run for miles.—?

if you have ever lived with a girl child you will know that quiet, infuriating retirement into some private world of their own of which they are capable, as well as that stubborn independence in the face o...

• you're my doll - tomie: forbidden fruit
• nea masturbating to a passage - nea
• fireworks/storm outside maud's window - saint maud
• last scene of saint maud
• opening scene - the untamed
• opening scene - millennium mambo
• wedding dance scene - in bloom
• dancing under the fireworks - les amants...
• bath scene - splendor in the grass
• thomasina goes to cat heaven - three liv...
• a mere reed you feel in my hands - jane ...
• angel clare carries tess - tess of the d...
• charulata cries/ending - charulata
• suzanne takes her vow - la religieuse
• carole laughs at a movie she hasn't seen...
• anja appears outside thelma's apartment ...
• madame blanc appears - suspiria
• hitchhiking scene - it happened one nigh...
• mia floods her home - blue my mind
• may queen challenge - midsommar

♡✓ = purchased

• ai2u - with you 'til the end
• alice madness returns ♡✓
• cineris somnia ♡✓
• corpse party ♡✓
• cry of fear
• dreadout ♡✓
• fields of mistria
• gloomy eyes ✓
• needy streamer overload ♡✓
• neon tail ♡✓
• nightmare of melanie
• ninja gaiden 2 black
• nyakori's rabbit doll ♡✓
• palia ✓
• what the fog

   ♥ = fave   ✓ = complete  ◔ current

the devil lady ◔

• s01e12
• s01e11 jun growlingg in beast form ♡ ✓
• s01e10 ✓
• s01e09 ✓
• s01e08 ✓
• s01e07 ✓
• s01e06 the cat portraits ✓
• s01e05 ✓
• s01e04 ✓
• s01e03 ✓
• s01e02 jun's lipstick on his lips ✓
• s01e01 ✓

• paw pose
• top down bottom up
• licking self
• folded ponytail
• elbow gloves
• mole under eye
• wrist cuffs
• cow girl
• all fours
• lifted by self

• bamboo hat
• ✔ blossom-viewing lantern
• bone tee
• candy skull mask
• chic rose crown
• ✔ colorful wheel (win or lose)
• cute rose crown
• dragon jacket
• dreamy sweater
• earth egg shoes
• embroidered shoes (green)
• glowing painting
• ✔ grand q. a. birdwing model
• ✔ heart sweater
• knit skirt
• mage's booties
• ✔ meme shirt (comfy) ty cammy!
• mermaid shoes
• mermaid tiara
• ✔ paper bag
• ✔ plushie-muffler coat - ty cammy!

• valerie pretties
• gloss for valerie a týden divů
• cherished of the film
• valerie's room in the text
• how valerie is described
• valerie & lemora parallels
• notes

• girl who makes glosses as she reads
• being reckless girl
• taking long walks during noon break
• gym at night with longest hair
• when i took full body selfies
• oblivious to why ppl stare at me

• justin nozuka - sweet lover
• land of talk- inner lover
• the microphones - v. universe
• neil young- harvest moon
• bon iver & st. vincent
• north highlands - collar bones

irun's coffin

• butterfly pin
• heart scarab
• little shabti

elnora's weather-beaten old box hidden in the forest

• several books
• butterfly apparatus
• small cracked mirrors

• the constant ache of pining over what she can't have
• wants to create an ephemeral invisible world with someone
• obsession with catharsis which can prompt her to masturbation
• withdraw into a secret world of imagination
• dream of wicked princes who kidnap and rape her
• rehearsed it all in her dreams
• every experience must be carefully analyzed and the precious emotions absorbed and savored
• feeling bad is often much better than feeling nothing at all
• usually obsessed with unrequited love which allows her to give free rein to her latent masochism
• words on their own can put her on the edge of orgasm

• riding torrent and collecting items ♡
• tiktok
• anything necessitating creativity
• books
• collection/fixation of objects
• daydreams
• intricate fantasies
• music
• running/hiking
• television series
• tracing word origins/botany
• building gloss for literature
• list-building
• one sided crushes
• d/s relationship
• impact play

• ma petite
• "why is it ... that such a sweet pretty creature is a schoolteacher—of all dreary things in the world...?"
• crocodile —a line of schoolchildren walking in pairs ♡
• "naughty black eyes"
• pretty little diamond watch
• picnic like Cleopatra's banquet
• mother of pearl penknife
• drugged with rich food and sunshine
• food: chicken pie, angel cake, jellies, tepid bananas, iced cake in the shape of a heart, tea, lemonade, milk
• mr hussey watching miranda :/
• "a continual source of aesthetic pleasure"