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I don't know who I am, I don't know what I'm doing here- I don't believe I know anything at all. I'm lost.
> Ongoing is long or WIP lists <
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bookmarks:
alexithymia moi
berlingot (poetry)
(words new to me)
(currently)
(films)

˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ Hello. You can call me Crumb. I'm mostly a ghost. I'm unlikely to interact first; and only somewhat likely to even respond if interacted with. I want to be kind to people. Please see me. ˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖

  • I'm 25 y/o
  • I'm a ghost (among other things)
  • I don't have a gender (nonbinary fits me best)
  • Honestly, don't refer to me, but if you must, they/them pronouns. (Or ze/zir, if you can manage it)
  • I find tone tags/indicators very helpful, though I do not require them (most of the time)
  • I have a poor/selective memory, sorry
  • I struggle to deal with OCD, and it affects how I can interact with others and the world around me
feb 10 2024 ∞
mar 19 2024 +
  • Drawing (drawings of interests, but also still lives and figure drawings)
  • Art (I just love art. I think it's what makes the world.)
  • Menhera and Jirai subculture
  • Media Analysis (oftentimes films or videogames)
  • Watching commentary/ movie commentaries (I like making my friends watch movies, because I would rather watch the same movie 10 times with different people I love than watch 10 new movies)
  • Reading books/manga (I love yuri)
  • Playing visual novels. and wishing i could make a visual novel. (I LOVE YURI)
  • Personal research (often about sociological subjects, for example, certain internet communities)
  • Perusing tumblr
  • Collaborative writing/worldbuilding (mostly in my head)
feb 10 2024 ∞
jan 1 2025 +

I'm researching kinning expansively. I understand it, but I don't understand myself. So, this list will probably be nebulous, maybe not make sense, maybe even be wrong. I don't know. ((I don't care about 'doubles' and have no DNI regarding kintypes-- if something make me uncomfortable it's on me to remove myself from the interaction. Other than that I welcome doubles or other sourcemates.))

Key

  • ♥︎-Doubles Loved (pls interact, want to meet you)
  • ★-Doubles OK (can interact freely)
  • 𖦹-Doubles IWC (can interact, but do so w caution, I might be uncomfy)

Literally Me (Consistent and persistent identities)

  • Mika Kagehira♥︎
  • Madotsuki ♥︎(𖦹)
feb 10 2024 ∞
dec 31 2024 +

I'm researching kinning expansively. I understand it, but I don't understand myself. So, this list will probably be nebulous, maybe not make sense, maybe even be wrong. I don't know. The first part are things I'm especially questioning, but put in order from things I feel most sure about, to the things I feel the least sure about. (The lower part might be synpaths, but I don't know.)

In order of I AM to 'I am like'

I AM VVV

  • Ghost
  • Vampire
  • Angel
  • Zombie
  • Doll (porcelain and ball jointed, respectively)
  • Fairy
  • Fawn
  • Bunny
feb 10 2024 ∞
dec 31 2024 +

Currently Playing-

  • Yume Nikki/ YNO
  • Hookah Haze
  • Outlast Trials
  • SOUL CALIBER 6

Currently Listening to-

  • Monitoring (Deco*27, sung by Miku)
  • CandyCookieChocolate (HalloCel, sung by Miku and Teto)
  • Virus Buster (CARAMEL CANDiD)
  • Pamela (Balloon, sung by vFlower)
  • Hm,ah,ah (SLAVE.V-V-R)
  • Mariage (ADAMLILITH)
  • Guroi Hana (ShinseiKamattechan- sung by Jun Togawa)

Thinking About

  • Idols!!!
  • Outlast
  • Menhera
feb 10 2024 ∞
dec 31 2024 +

This is a long list divided into sections^^

IDOL GROUPS (Favorites marked with ღ

  • Zenbukiminoseida ღ
  • Minna no Kodomo Chan ღ
  • MAD MEDiCiNE ღ
  • Misolade-Edison
  • Phantom Siita ღ
  • Mesemoa
  • Higeki no Heroine Syndrome
  • REIRIE
  • BiSH ღ
  • Candye Syrup
  • Maison Book Girl ღ
  • ChocoLate Bomb!!!
  • CY8ER
  • Dempagumi.inc
  • Kouteicameragirldrei
  • NECRONOMIDOL
  • Yandoll
  • YukueshirezuTsurezure
feb 10 2024 ∞
dec 31 2024 +