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I don't know who I am, I don't know what I'm doing here- I don't believe I know anything at all. I'm lost.
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I'm researching kinning expansively. I understand it, but I don't understand myself. So, this list will probably be nebulous, maybe not make sense, maybe even be wrong. I don't know. The first part are things I'm especially questioning, but put in order from things I feel most sure about, to the things I feel the least sure about. (The lower part might be synpaths, but I don't know.)

In order of I AM to 'I am like'

I AM VVV

  • Ghost
  • Vampire
  • Angel
  • Zombie
  • Cake
  • Clown
  • Doll (porcelain and ball jointed, respectively)
  • Fairy
  • Fawn
  • Bunny
  • Demon
  • Bat (Both fruit bat and vampire bat)
  • Axolotl

I AM LIKE ^^^

My gender is

  • Feminine
  • Frills and bows
  • A ghost
  • A cake
  • Pink
  • Shadows

My sexuality is

  • Ace
  • Sapphic (I like girls in a gay way)
  • Polyamorous

Hearts/Loves (things that I like that influence my identity, but not things that I am or identify with persay)

  • Birds
  • Cats
  • Foxes
  • Flowers
  • Stuffed animals/plushies
  • Yokai
  • Trees
  • Witches

Other

  • I'm made of light- fluffy, and creamy, textured like frosting
  • I am nebulous, and hard to grasp
  • I'm made to be elegant and pretty, but- I'm broken, and I'm dirty. Sometimes in a dusty way, and sometimes in a muddy, oily way.
  • I'm made of hearts, soft velvet fiber, pink, and feathers- like Cupid.
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