I hate the idea of having to grow up! I can't stand it! Everyone else my age is (somewhat) responsible and (somewhat) independent, but I'm nothing like that at all! I want to be treated like a young girl forever.. that's all I want. I love the feeling of being taken care of, of being looked out for.. If I could stop myself from aging I really would. No matter what I'll never be a grown up.. I'm afraid of having to be responsible for myself. I want to be taken care of forever.