This upcoming thursday, I'm going to visit my best friend R! I haven't seen him in quite a while.. He's more like a big brother to me than a friend.. but I think I see all my male friends that way... (lol) We're going to visit the library and then the park right after! I really wonder what he's been up to..

It seems that every summer I do nothing but sit around and watch anime.. I want to change that this year. I want to visit my best friend at the library soon.. and go to lots of parks! I've been doing some thrifting too..

Now I lay me down to sleep. I pray the Lord my soul to keep. Thy love guard me through the night, And wake me with the morning light.

One of my friends at school gave me a few bands to listen to.. I love music and I'm willing to listen to anything. Recently I've been enjoying Pig Destroyer, Graveyard Rodeo and Eyehategod. It's good stuff!

I hate the idea of having to grow up! I can't stand it! Everyone else my age is (somewhat) responsible and (somewhat) independent, but I'm nothing like that at all! I want to be treated like a young girl forever.. that's all I want. I love the feeling of being taken care of, of being looked out for.. If I could stop myself from aging I really would. No matter what I'll never be a grown up.. I'm afraid of having to be responsible for myself. I want to be taken care of forever.

I wish the world was much kinder. One day.. I'd like to see everyone smile.