- The last time I wrote on here was July 21, and boy a whole hell of a lot has happened. How about I break it down by comparing for 2009-2010 to-do list from last year with what really happened.
- August - started school and was doing awesome in just about all of my classes. And then, I sank. Overwhelmed, yes. Worried, yes. Insecure, yes. Getting more abrasive yes. Piano was what it always is. Shilpi, you're a huge disappointment and there is no way you could go to music school. Awesome. Haven't painted or sketched since last summer. I'm terrified and I have no idea why. I've been in solitude alright, but it wasn't my doing.
- September- Mom's birthday & present, turned out to be lame. hadn't studied for SAT, governor's school was the farthest thing from my mind. didn't apply for internship, have done any volunteering the whole ...
jan 7 2010 ∞
jan 7 2010 +
Must see:
- Revolutionary Road
- Valkyrie
- Gran Torino
- Che
jan 8 2009 ∞
jul 21 2009 +
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- Let's all play a game. Here's how you play:
- Become my friend, have some great times with me. It's fun! We will have wonderful memories, and lots of happy times shared mutually. We will basically hang out constantly! Both of us will have a hard time picturing our lives without the other in it.
- Randomly decide not to hang out with me/ never talk to me agaon... I will become confused, and wonder where you have gone. That's the game! Almost like hide and go seek, except for the fact that I can never find you.
- It's so easy to play, so simple... everyone's doing it! It'll be fun for you, seeing me struggle... but hell, at least it keeps my mind busy.
may 1 2009 ∞
may 1 2009 +
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- August- begin school, resume SAT prep, play piano, resume painting/sketching. Create an conducive environment which entertains solitude.
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- September- plan dinner for Mom's birthday + present, keep studying for SAT, maybe Gov. School, apply for internship with state leg., Volunteering w/ Margie, Lu, Rachel, and the Frist
- October- Work your ass off in school, tryout for the play,
- November- Sis's birthday + present, SAT coming up,
- December- SAT, 16th birthday, sis may go to India, dad may ask us to vacation down in FL, mom's planning a party. SAY NO to all.
- January- keep up everything
- February- ACT
- March/April- SB somewhere
jul 21 2009 ∞
jan 7 2010 +
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