Media:

• Nirvana the Band, The Show, The Movie!
• Good Omens S3
• slay the princess
• the other Bennett sister
• tons of clocktower (kinky clocktower new sub)
• obsession
• avatar aang: the last airbender

Good books:

• the Raven Scholar (fun)
• A half-built garden
• silver in the wood
• the spear cuts through water
• is a river alive
• forgive me not (cute)
• to shape a dragons breath

New tarot:

• The Lighthouse in Fog
• Find Your Magic
• Jonasa Jaus 9th ed
• Zoomies

Food Drink:

• Mango cream chai at starbucks
• the sweet tea arizonas

Struggles:

• ✔ housing
• skin and hair difficulties uggghh
• back and knee pain :( (getting older sucks)

Plans:

• start new program!!! (Deferred in favour of free-er housing)
• license
• start wardrobe work - cute shorts, tank tops, baggy ts, pants, sweaters, hoodies etc! Whole shebang
• ears pierced
• first tat? Tats started?
• ✔ find better housing
• ✔ new mattress
• new bed frame
• climbing wall for daisy?

General

• None of this is new!! This is a coming back to myself, to hope and belief in the good life. An exciting amount of clarity over the life I desire - a clear compass pointing north (literally and metaphorically). Im taking myself and my needs seriously. I'm sorting out style preferences - I like makeup and nails, I love dark green hair, I like punk aesthetics nothing traditionally femme or masc but in a bothy space, I love black and white and to let the colour come from accessories. I want to live away from roads and traffic as a top priority. I need access to water and natural spaces of field and forest to be whole. I am an animist. I like using my body to walk, run, swim, dance. I want to start dance classes. I love theory, theoretical physics and metaphysics. I want to work in something meaningful to me like parks/conservation or library sciences. I want tattoos, piercings, top surgery with certainty. I want to join meaningful social groups - BOTC. I need to find more ways to incorporate music into my life (dance is one route, but more daily.) I WANT A BIG DOG. I want a cozy home library room of books/tarot/board games all together.