4/1

• Isis
• porn
• rain
• heat
• lust

4/2

• premature excitement
• butterflies
• making connections
• guy who looked like Chris
• nope, not over it

4/3

• Norwegian Wood
• "saudade"
• self-sabotage
• thought repression
• the smell of Spring

4/4

• asymmetry
• bliss
• sunlight
• sleeplessness
• stimulation

4/5

• sore eyes
• deprivation
• vulnerability
• wind
• "I just want to be someone you know."

4/6

• chance encounters
• warmth
• defects
• frustration
• verbal diarrhea

4/7

• listlessness
• noise
• nothing to do
• raw skin
• "passing through unconscious states"

4/8

• rays of light
• vivid dream of an old acquaintance
• "mercurial"
• small talk
• leeches

4/9

• kisses
• wind
• tousled hair
• pretty trees
• ennui

4/10

• avoidance
• dim skies
• privacy
• flower petals
• old wooden planks

4/11

• brush fires
• New York
• vanity
• self-consciousness
• clementines

4/12

• headaches
• anxiety
• tiny print
• Brazil
• guy in a black cape

4/13

• bare skin
• falling asleep in public
• Futurama
• fumbling in the dark
• sore eyes

4/14

• The Jeep Song
• running
• feeling energized
• feeling restless
• shepherd's pie

4/15

• tantrums
• anxiety
• silence
• sleeping aides
• retribution

4/16

• old habits
• heat
• the smell of damp grass
• stone steps
• giddiness

4/17

• tiny flying insects
• mushrooms

4/18

• small talk
• free food

4/19

• gnats
• garlic
• loud music
• short frat boys with disproportionately large arms

4/20

• pretense
• dreary architecture
• feeling exposed

4/21

• getting lost
• a molting cockroach
• sunlight
• seaweed
• science

4/22

• interruptions
• endless rain
• public indecency
• bridges
• Ouran High School Host Club

4/23

• deadly sins
• 10:21
• wishing
• (for something you can't have)
• it won't be long

4/24

• locked doors
• rituals
• compliments
• nerds
• an outpouring of affection

4/25

• cold hands
• snot
• bad decisions
• consequences

4/26

• aesthetics
• cold legs
• missed calls
• kind friends
• being productive

4/27

• coughing fits
• sore eyes
• self-doubt
• commotion
• freaking out

4/28

• piglets
• horses
• agriculture
• long naps
• good food

4/29

• finishing
• three papers
• in one day
• what is
• sleep

4/30

• all wound up
• sleep paralysis
• Heart It Races
• tea
• sweet relief