12/1

• driving at night
• and the embers from your cigarette
• flying past my window
• like shooting stars

12/3

• APATHY

12/6

• the feeling of being
• loved and
• cared for and
• desired

12/8

• tenderness
• and quiet epiphanies

12/10

• feeling good
• feeling in control

12/12

• honey whiskey

12/14

• cold fingers
• on bare skin
• the things you whisper
• in my ear
• when we're alone
• in the dark

12/15

• all things true and painful

12/16

• held your hand
• touched your cheek
• think you're cute
• and mighty sweet

12/17

• she who dwells
• in lonely spaces

12/18

• quiet
• and tender
• like snowfall
• and lying in bed
• with your lover

12/19

• go to places
• learn new things
• see everything
• feel everything
• get your heart broken
• love everything
• consume
• create
• be present
• be alive

12/21

• yes yes yes yes yes

12/22

• moonbaby
• gloombaby

12/23

• coming down
• with my head on your chest

12/24

• sit quietly
• on the living room couch
• under a constellation
• of white Christmas lights
• is she still pretty
• crying like a child
• falling apart on your shoulder?
• a thousand tiny shards of broken glass
• but instead of sweeping them up
• you pick up all the pieces with your bare
• fingers
• cradle them in your palm
• like precious metal
• sit quietly in the dark
• with your pretty catastrophe
• pull her up to your chest
• kiss her forehead
• stroke her hair
• wipe her face with your sleeve
• and tell her she's okay

12/27

• slowly dissolve
• into a mist of floating particles

12/29

• dreaming wildly
• a wave of lights
• and warmth
• and the sound of your voice
• in my ear

12/31

• resolution:
• fight back when you're hurt
• fight for what's yours