1/1/12

• rain
• heartbeat racing
• head spinning
• the scent of acetone
• "I wish the world was flat like the old days and I could travel just by folding a map."

1/2/12

• apple strudel
• drunken antics
• songs about sex
• plaid coats
• butts

1/3/12

• tired arms
• tired eyes
• mint
• torn stockings
• cold ears

1/4/12

• porn
• oranges
• cuddling for warmth
• luck
• suppressed excitement

1/5/12

• restlessness
• troubling thoughts
• tea
• chocolate cake
• The Shins on repeat

1/6/12

• cookies
• nosebleeds
• dancing
• a kiss goodnight
• the scent of your room on my sweater

1/7/12

• awkward sex dream
• fickle weather
• making small talk
• sunlight
• sleeplessness

1/8/12

• deafening noise
• intoxication
• dimly lit rooms
• cold legs
• lust

1/9/12

• tears
• snot
• tantrums
• door slamming
• kind friends

1/10/12

• oranges
• complacence
• sleep
• tissues
• kinky things

1/11/12

• last-minute decisions
• sore feet
• public indecency
• cold fingers
• weird company

1/12/12

• Pokemon
• pizza
• selfishness
• Christmas lights
• still friends

1/13/12

• fucking winter
• biting cold
• first snow of the year
• scented lotion
• a mid-morning rendezvous

1/14/12

• noticing the faint green smudges
• on your dry-erase board
• that used to be notes scribbled in my handwriting
• haphazardly erased
• in an outburst of rage and hatred

1/15/12

• intimacy
• orange souffle
• pirates
• recovery
• smelling of cooking oil

1/16/12

• home movies
• complacency
• cheese
• sleet
• Princess Mononoke

1/17/12

• mental fogginess
• nostalgia
• brains
• rain
• mist

1/18/12

• naps
• ice cream
• frustration
• street lights
• impatience

1/19/12

• sleep
• noodles
• "continuum"
• Franky
• bright socks

1/20/12

• owl mittens
• boredom
• lust
• boredom
• napping together
• smelling of your new bed sheets

1/21/12

• sleep paralysis
• snow
• wet shoes
• disappointment
• Spam

1/22/12

• Natalie Portman
• chicken
• complacency
• distractions
• bad habits

1/23/12

• mist
• the sky obscured by a sheath of clouds
• "Live for Today" spray-painted on a wall by the train tracks
• grey
• sore eyes

1/24/12

• feeling awake
• feeling excited
• feeling content
• feeling like everything is going to be okay
• fleetly fleeing fleeting feelings

1/25/12

• citrus rinds
• revelations
• greasy food
• greasy hair
• just talking

1/26/12

• anxiety
• rain
• suppression
• nervous smiles
• sleeping early

1/27/12

• grimy windows
• coping mechanisms
• violent fantasies
• restlessness
• dogs

1/28/12

• burnt skin
• cold legs
• butt cheeks
• falling asleep
• tingling sensations

1/29/12

• cake
• mmmm...cake...
• also, walking around the house, sans pants
• in a thong
• oh, the indecency

1/30/12

• finishing a paper at two in the morning
• not feeling sleepy
• what to do
• eat more cake
• dance in front of the mirror

1/31/12

• headaches
• sketching blood vessels for two hours to kill time
• sunlight
• Belle & Sebastian
• chocolate