5/1

• grey
• restlessness
• endless rain
• smoke
• black leather seats

5/2

• strategic self-presentation
• unfulfilled fantasies
• lounge music
• clouds
• sleep

5/3

• thunder
• mist
• vegetation
• pretty as a picture
• sweet relief

5/4

• sweat
• adrenaline
• explosions
• doubt
• regret

5/5

• choo choo
• hearts
• soft to touch
• grease
• sweetness

5/6

• "Live through this and you won't look back."

5/7

• thought repression

5/8

• validation
• cars splashing through puddles
• joy-sapping memories

5/9

• oom-pah oom-pah
• mice
• confidence
• acting sentimental

5/10

• restlessness
• forests
• fallen trees
• sunlight
• fancy restaurants

5/11

• pretense
• creepy dreams of a sexual nature
• vanilla
• open windows
• sleepiness

5/12

• aching limbs
• endless forest
• sweat
• the smell of soil
• feeling good

5/13

• scars
• flowers
• suffocating humidity
• blue skies
• sleeping naked

5/14

• porn
• rain
• naughty text messages
• being unproductive
• seaweed

5/15

• leftover pizza for breakfast
• driving with the windows down
• running through the woods
• mud on my thighs
• meat and potatoes

5/16

• microcosms
• inspiring people
• mopey songs
• focus
• wondering how long it will last

5/17

• dusty window panes
• listlessness
• chandeliers
• shattered light
• laughing

5/18

• dirty fingers
• wet sleeves
• string
• rusty nails
• brittle old things

5/19

• giddiness
• sunlight
• friendly insults
• long speeches
• waiting

5/20

• walked up a mountain
• scraped my knee
• found some dead things
• threw up my heart when I almost slipped
• but at least the view was nice

5/21

• thunder
• and lightning
• and rain
• time for movies
• and cuddling

5/22

• "Tell me everything that happened. Tell me everything you saw."
• "They had lights inside their eyes. They had lights inside their eyes."
• "Did you see the closing window? Did you hear the slamming door?"
• "They moved forward and my heart died. They moved forward and my heart died."
• "Please, please tell me what they looked like. Did they seem afraid of you?"
• "They were kids that I once knew. They were kids that I once knew."

5/23

• restless legs
• all hot in the head
• your arm draped across my chest
• the sound of rain
• a brilliant sunset

5/24

• cookies
• red lipstick
• the smell of nail polish
• getting caught in the rain
• gray skies all day

5/25

• candle wax
• paper cuts
• melancholy
• orange light
• wrecking stuff

5/26

• Pont Champlain

5/27

• Chinese lanterns
• waterfalls

5/28

• red cars with green license plates
• intimacy
• contentment
• leaving marks on your skin
• a red moon

5/29

• animal instincts
• thunder
• contact
• songs you can relate to
• nude siestas

5/30

• wanting the wrong things
• heartache
• being stubborn
• wanting
• wanting

5/31

• validation
• giving in
• sweet sensations
• rushing forward
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