5/3

• tell me you're disappearing and then
• wake up with me the next morning
• ignore me for a week and then
• talk to me on the phone for 3 hours
• act like you feel nothing and then
• tell me you still care about me
• cold voice, cold hands and then
• unrelenting tenderness
• tell me you can't be with me
• when I tell you that I want you
• tell me that you need me
• when I tell you I'm moving on

5/5

• winner, winner
• Sunday sinner
• the prodigal son returns
• and parks his car in your driveway
• and you should know better
• but you open the door for him
• and he takes a swig of your whiskey
• like nothing's changed
• and you're all for taking part
• in this sweet and sadistic spectacle

5/19

• my legs and your hands exposed
• to the cold blue mouth of dawn
• as we walked down Linden and
• turned left onto Locust St
• your fingers like parasitic vines
• wrapped around the trunk of my body
• warm words, warm breath
• like honey in my lungs

5/22

• the thoughts doth soar
• the feelings doth vacillate

5/23

• sometimes life is sickeningly good
• like the sappiest parts of a movie;
• walking down Amsterdam St. in the rain
• inappropriate touching at a museum
• dessert at an Italian restaurant
• holding hands holding hands holding hands

5/24

• hey you know what
• I think everything's going to be okay

5/25

• so sick so cruel so in control

5/31

• watch the room dissolve
• watch the neon bleed
• watch your skin blush where he kisses you
• hey baby
• let's lose our minds together