- get real fucking stoned to numb the crippling fear a little
- realize that's not helping at all
- become a card tricks, card games expert
- learn how to play the guitar/ukelele a neutral milk hotel jingle and like, actual good songs
- read isaac asimoov, philip k. dick
- get singing lessons
- watch all the bw movies i want and annotate/re-enact my favorite scenes
- get an emiel steenhuizen/tattoo joris tattoo
- laser my eyes
- get on testosterone
- get a pretty cool job (mandatory tbf otherwise my mom's kicking me out)
- maybe run away with a circus band to greece
- read all the plays i ever wanted to read
- write my own goddamn play
- draw a plot-driven comic with strong characters articulating my repressed emotions from the past months and years on analog paper
- hot yoga twice a week
- pick up skateboarding over spring/summer
- get appropiate slacks
jan 23 2018 ∞
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