• black swan (2010)
• serial experiments lain (1998)
• the black phone 2 (2025)
• twilight: new moon (2009)
• the odyssey (2026)

• we're trapped in the belly of this horrible machine and the machine is bleeding to death – the dead flag blues
• no matter where you are, everyone is always connected –serial experiments lain
• ice is better once it melts; how much better if it had never been frozen.
• one day, in retrospect, the years of struggle will strike you as the most beautiful – sigmund freud
• you may not be interested in war, but war is interested in you – leon trotksy
• dying, is an art like everything else. i do it exceptionally well , lady lazarus – sylvia plath
• the proletarians have nothing to loose but their chains. they have a world to win – karl marx
• i am sure that hell must be cold – ethel cain
• what glory will you win, by slaying twice...

--manga

• berserk I
• ghost in the shell I
• vampire kisses I

--comics

• whaleocalypse
• poorly planned comics LIII

• don't worry about what is uncontrollable
• a clear, optimistic and focused mind is revolutionary
• nihilism and optimism are tools of oppression +
• invite different/new ideas and use new experiences to expand your knowledge
• no use arguing with someone who wont understand.
• explore the path less travelled
• reclaim autonomy by being yourself
• your identity is both built upon your experiences and memory and state of mind; what you think you are and what you choose to see you believe
• place meaning behind everything you do, it all matters
• be cringe!! be weird!! who cares, be yourself!!

–-likes

writing , reading , art , researching , music , piano & acoustic guitar , sudoku , poetry , travel , history , photography , archiving, journalling , willow trees , astronomy & astrology , cds , physical media , classical music , candles & smell goods , tea , meditation , the old web , curiosity , philosophy , flowers , pacific northwest , blogging , web surfing , coding , being reserved , absurdism , minimalism , academia , pilates , poetry playlists , collections , being harmlessly weird , embracing subjectivity (!!) , ambience , warm lighting , being yourself , mythology , learning about religion , true crime (in small doses...)

--dislikes

being disorganised , having a lack of curiosity , crowds of loud people , invasive & fake friends , excessive drama , pessimism , maximalism, overconsumption , phys...

♡ = may be sensitive

• https://existentialcafe.blog/
• https://initiate.space/omniverse
• https://chooseyourstory.com/
• https://www.marxists.org/archive/index.h...
• https://openlibrary.org/
• https://archive.org/
• https://www.sophiasociety.org/
• https://cloudhiker.net/
• https://anthropoetics.tumblr.com/tagged/...
• https://whaleocalypse.com/
• my tumblr!!
• https://unsplash.com/
• https://cloudhiker.net/
• https://everynoise.com/engenremap.html
• https://antikrist.lol/
• https://hillhouse.neocities.org/
• https://thuvien.org/webcore/
• https://screamer.wiki/Screamer_Wiki ♡
• https://vndb.org/
• https://www.madsci.org/~lynn/VH/cross_se... ♡

–-music genres & subgenres ♡

• post hardcore
• screamo
• midwest emo
• metalcore ★
• gothic metal
• industrial rock ★
• indie rock
• witch house ★
• lofi indie
• indie sleaze
• acoustic/folk
• classical
• shoegaze
• hyperpop
• alternative rock
• tweemo
• lolicore/breakcore
• ambient
• experimental electronic
• electronic hardcore

• if wishes could kill
• spirited away
• the wind rises
• bones and all
• twin peaks
• blue spring
• hypernormalisation
• anastasia
• we're all going to the world fair
• i saw the tv glow
• serial experiments lain
• voices in the wind
• little forest
• love and pop
• honey and clover
• twilight eclipse
• himizu
• watamote
• uresei yatsura
• neon genesis evangelion
• madoka

--played

• tomb raider I
• tomb raider II
• ddlc
• star stable online
• roblox
• animal jam
• cult of the lamb
• stardew valley

--playing

• fragpunk
• doom
• wuwu
• sims 4
• skyrim
• hogwarts legacy
• genshin impact
• hsr
• cookie run
• palword