i've kept that list from 2011 because it's lame and not funny and everything i was in 2011

• i'm so glad i like being alive. i'm so glad i want to live this year. i'm so glad i don't tear at my skin anymore.

i want to fucking do something. i want to see blood.

• what if i'm not good enough for a manic depressive twenty seven year old meth addict?

apparently, insecurity is an ugly trait. i'm sorry. when i was fourteen and crazy in europe i wrote in my journal: "perhaps i was not born like this, but somehow descended into this state of being". but everything happens for a reason, and i was born like this.

• he's on anti psychotics, and so was i