it's so fucking cool to get high, right?

it's cool until it isn't. it seems pretty fucking normal to be reliant on pills to get you through every day when 16 year olds are tweeting about the point of 'crystal' they just bought.

it's so cool to talk about how high you are. how you're going to get high. how high you were and how much fun you had.

i think i might be addicted to drugs.

it's not cool to be an addict. it's not cool to admit that you have a problem. it's not cool to admit that drugs aren't nice, aren't normal and aren't glamorous. it's not cool to stop taking drugs.

i'm not cool because i like drugs and i honestly have just realised this. i need to no longer like drugs.