- public embarrassment
- being fired
- looking horrible in public (i know that sounds so unbelievably horrible but i just can not go out in public looking like a bum because i'm afraid the second i do i'll be caught in some ridiculous situation where all eyes are on me)
- someone is watching me all the time. i'm not sure why but i always have that feeling that someone is right around the corner, or outside the window.
- phone calls when i'm not expecting one. i'm always nervous it's going to be bad news, or a fight, or something horrible.
- driving alone at night
- never being completely organized. i have almost immaculate organization skills anywhere but at home. i can keep every bit of school work organized but the second i go home, or even to my car i can't seem to get a single thing straight.
- being unhealthy, and living unhealthy
- not knowing anyone in a room
- confrontation of almost any kind.
- shrinking when i get old. i know, i know, i'm short now, it's a pain. i don't believe i could handle being even shorter.
- gaining an excessive amount of weight
- having medical problems.
- having mental health issues
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