• Brown boots
• Purple coat
• Hot chocolate
• Personal alarm
• Woolly headband
• silver necklace
• chinese cough syrup
• UV vest
• loaf tin
• teal hat
• TEFL notes

• Wet'n'Wild - on a trip
• Essie - lilacism
• Revlon - marmalade
• Sally Hansen - sorbet
• Revlon - bare bones
• Sally Hansen - thinking of blue
• Zoya - wednesday
• Revlon - emerald
• Zoya - goldie
• Seche Vite - top coat

[a.k.a. how to form an emotional cocoon]

• Listen to music
• Wear bear hat
• Wear all the clothes
• Drink
  • tea
  • Maple Syrup hot chocolate
• Eat sugared toast
• Suck on squares of chocolate
• Occupy hands
  • Knit
• Read
  • Specific fics
  • Letters

• Dye my hair teal blue.
• Kick arse
• Paint the roof of my house
• Kidnap a Nori

• UP
• How to Train your Dragon
• Peter Pan (2003)
• Bolt
• The Hogfather
• Serenity
• Wall-E
• Attack the Block

• Irregular sleeping pattern.
  • I don't fall asleep as quickly
    • I worry
      • (Last night's sleep-filled panics) - I/they said x 2 months ago & I feel like an idiot. I should be social with people in Scotland. I should participate. I should exercise. I should understand the subjects I'm taking/Politics.I procrastinate/haven't studied enough. I eat junk. I spend money inefficiently. I/they said x 4 months ago & I feel like a jerk. I'm going to miss my train. I'm going to forget to pack things. My camera battery doesn't work. It's my mother's birthday in a week. I feel no emotion towards my brother.
• Waking up later
• Sleep longer (Norm, 8-10hrs. Late, 10-12 ...

• We gaze up at the same stars, the sky covers us all, the same universe encompasses us. What does it matter what practical system we adopt in our search for the truth? Not by one avenue only can we arrive at so tremendous a secret. (Symmachus)
• The Sun went down in a red, green, golden glory; the stars came out in the heavens; and the fire-flies mimicked them in the lower air, as men may feebly imitate the goodness of a better order of beings (Little Dorrit - Dickens)
• I loved you, I loved your face, like a wellspring trapped by storms, and the secret of your domain enclosing my caress. (Rene Char)
• This winter in a rosy railroad car/With blue upholstery/We shall be snug. Nestsful of kisses are/Waiting for us in every padded cranny.
• To be born with the spring, and with the roses die,/On the wing of the breeze swim through the sky so pure,/Balanced on the... (Lamartine)

• Minecraft
• Animal Crossing
• Zelda
  • Wind Waker
  • Ocarina of Time
  • The Twilight Princess
• Katamari
• Pokemon
• Dragon Age

• read Jane Eyre
• apply for summer jobs
  • TEFL - HK & London
  • Internships???
• lie on the floor of my adviser's office

• Listen to happy music
• Listen to peppy music
• Wear moustache
• Wear trilby
• Play with/plait hair
• Drink tea
• Eat cookies
• Dance
• Buy tea
• Buy wool
• Read
  • Monstrous Regiment
  • Good Omens
  • Fairy tales
  • Specific fanfics
• Re-read letters
• x

• Alice [2/3]
• Black Books
• Castle
• Community?
• Mad Men?
• Miranda?
• Misfits
  • S.3 [6/]
• ✔ Pushing Dasies
• Secret Diary of a Call Girl
  • ✔ S.1 [8/8]
  • ✔ S.2 [8/8]
• Supernatural?
• Veronica Mars*
• Downton Abbey
• Merlin
  • ✔ S.4?

• 16+ in my assignments
• A job

When I have money:

• A new toothbrush
• Concealer
• Cute shoes that don't leak like fuck.
• Gloves (that keep my fingers warm, but leave my palms free) [These don't exist, do they?]
• Slim black boots
• Slim hooded waterproof coat.
• Spices
  • Cinnamon
  • Tumeric

• Bag
  • Diary
  • Folding Brush Compact
  • Hand Sanitiser
  • Pens
    • Black Biro
    • Blue Parker Fountain Pen
    • Mechanical Pencil
  • Tampon
  • Tissues
• Coin purse
  • 
    Gum
  • Bobby Pins (2~8)

• Write an essay on "The reader’s response to texts depends above all on the writer’s success in showing the significance of relationships and emotions.”
• Learn to incorporate Metaphysical poetry into essays on prose.
• Reread Captain Corelli's Mandolin. Work out where the hell things happen in the bloody "fragmented narrative" and where the significant quotes are.
• Reread the Great Gatsby.
• Find motivation to study.
• Get my hair cut.
• Get Mum to stop telling me to "not worry" about family finances.
• Sort Student Finance.
• Leave school without crying.
• Pass all of my A Levels.
• Buy sensible black heels.

• Jump off a roof.
• Be the source of a twisted, unsolved and unsolvable mystery.
• Hot-wire a car.
• Ride a polar bear.
• Clean all the things.
• "Throw a martini in a man’s face, preferably while wearing something sequiny and cursing in Italian"
• Work in a bakery.
• Work in a tea shop.
• ✔ Work in a book store.
• Grow a rose bush.
• Wear the cloak outside the house.
• Do the splits.
• Pirouette en pointe.
• Take part in a car chase.
• Own a vespa.
• Guerilla knit.
• Wear a dress I like myself in.
• Cook my way through a recipebook.

• French (Pure and Quebecois)
• Chinese (__Mandarin__ and Cantonese)
• Italian
• Spanish
• Greek
• Russian

• 17 & Baking
• Annie's Eats
• Bakerella
• Cannelle et Vanille
• Desserts for Breakfast**
• Fish Food
• Gimme Some Oven
• Green Kitchen Stories
• Have Cake, Will Travel
• Honey & Jam
• Hungry Rabbit
• Joy the Baker
• Lovin' from the oven
• Lulu the Baby
• One Lovely Life
• Poor Girl Eats Well
• Raspberri Cupcakes
• Seven Spoons
• Smells Like Home
• Smitten Kitchen**
• Technicolour Kitchen

• Being able to sit on my roof/out my window.
• Abundant public transport
  • 208
  • That bus route I can't remember which took me to everyone's houses.
  • The Tube
  • The train journey into London.
    • (The Shard, Menier chocolate factory/theatre, Imax, Gherkin)
• The Museums.
  • (Science, British, Natural History, V&A)
• The Art Galleries.
  • (National, Portrait, Tate, Tate Modern)
• The Thames
• Borough Market
• Chinatown

• A Thermometer (candy?)
• ✔ Cous cous
• Knee-Highs
• ✔ Risotto rice
• ✔ Coffee flavouring syrups

NORI IS A WONDERFUL.

• 500 days of summer
• ✔ Howl's Moving Castle
• ✔ Inglorious Basterds
• Inkheart
• ✔ Milk
• ✔ My Neighbour Totoro
• ✔ Never Let Me Go
• ✔ Paprika
• Pirates of the Carribean
  • ✔ 1
  • 2
  • 3
  • ✔ 4
• Pride and Prejudice
• ✔ Princess Mononoke
• Sherlock Holmes (2009)
• Stranger Than Fiction
• ✔ Sucker Punch
• ✔ Sweeney Todd: Demon Barber of Fleet Street

• Assiduous - adjective: constant/persistent/diligent
• Athazagoraphobia - fear of being forgotton or ignored or forgetting.
• Bricolage - noun: something made using whatever materials are available
• Brouhaha - noun: a stir; a fuss or uproar
• Circumlocution - noun: evasion in speech or writing
• Demure - adjective: quiet, modest, reserved, or serious.
• Denizen - noun: an inhabitant of a place
• Euphonious - adjective: pleasing to the ear
• Festinate - adjective: hasty
• Grimoire - noun: /ɡrɪmˈwɑr/, a textbook of magic
• Ignomious - adjective: marked by shame or disgrace
• Insousiance - noun: blithe lack of concer...

In order of the immediacy & violence with which I feel like puking.

• finances
• having to be open with feelings
• 3rd year
• long periods of interaction with people I'm not comfortable with
• large quantities of alcohol
• various conventionally gross things