I moved away and the man I loved was too depressed to continue a long distance relationship. I honestly don't feel like I can get past this. I know I will one day, but not soon. This is what I know.

• Heartache actually exists. And it's awful.
• No serious decision can be made after trying something for only three weeks. People go to camp longer than that.
• Love at first sight does not exist. It's in your head.
• I am very fragile.
• I base my happiness on other people. I'm sorry.
• Being a realistic dreamer is painful.
• Crushing on celebrities is one of the most sane things a person can do. You don't have any REAL expectations.
• I would erase something that is true from here because you asked me to.
• I regret moving away from California and Austin.
• At this point, I don't think I could ever love anyone else.
• And I don't want to.
• You cannot fall in love after a couple weeks. It's called curiousity and infatuation and lust. Not love.
• You can only be "in love" with someone you really know.
• Our love was real and good.
• I know you very well. Don't pretend I don't.
• I still wear your old clothes and sleep with Robert, my stuffed turtle that you gave me (and was named after you) so I could be close to you.
• I would have stayed for you.
• I love New York and I love Bowie, but I would give it up for you.
• My best friends are in Cali.
• Trying to better myself is tough work...and too many sacrafices.
• I think I'm one of the only people who believes that love should be forever.
• I would rather live in a fantasy than reality if this is what it's like.
• You didn't fall out of love with me. You're masking it so you can be happy. In the end, you're in love with me.
• That sounds conceited, I know. But being in love is not controlled by a switch. You can't force yourself not to be in love.
• I've convinced myself that one day, we'll be back together because we are meant to be.
• I know that may not be the case.
• All I want to do with my life is support my husband and my kids. To live for them is how I would live for myself. I'm a caregiver.
• You probably think I'm not ambitious. Ambition is different from person to person. My ambition is to be there for my family. To make their lives better.
• I wanted to marry you. You wanted to marry me.
• "You're every thought I think each day, your name is in every phrase my lips say, every dream I dream is about you, honey I can't live without you..."-The Temptations
• "When I fall in love, it will be forever."-Nat King Cole
• "Since time's began, there's nothing sadder than a one man woman, looking for the one that got away..."-Judy Garland
• I know you probably disagree with what I know. But, it's what I think.
• It's been two months since you have fallen out of love. I'm still where I was then. I love you.