Dear God;

I can't help it... No matter how much fashion doesnt help people, I really wish I could be involved in fashion photography somehow. No matter how much I try not to like it, I love it. I would do fashion photography if I could...If I had the equipment, and the experience. I don't know how not to think about it! I don't know how not to wish for it.

I wish I didn't like it so much...

Anyways...

Love you Lord...

Caryn

~update: December 30, 2010 10:56 pm. -I did it! I started a fashion blog. Dear Lord, I have to say I feel good about it. I was doubting myself and what I'm capable of, and I am sorry. But now I see I was just being a coward instead of putting myself out there. It feels great to take a leap :) So thanks for the courage.