Just read an article in the latest issue of GQ. I had no idea he was such an introverted guy. He really seems to himself, like he doesn't have many people he hangs out with. Actually, the article made me kind of sad because it seems like he doesn't really know who he is. His identity is something he is still seeking out. He has had to rely on himself to get through some hard times.

The most interesting and unusual detail in the article (for me anyways) is that he goes to Disneyland by himself, a lot. I'm definitely a fan of having alone time, but I can't help but feel for him. In a way he seems very lonely...and I can definitely relate on a certain level because lonely sums up most of my adolescence.

Anyway, Ryan my heart goes out to you. You're in my prayers, and I hope you someday find the answers you are looking for.