- I want to be
- The thought of 'belonging' to someone makes my skin crawl
- I may be insecure sometimes, but I'm too independent to have to check in with someone every time I got invited anywhere, especially if it's a +1 deal
- But do not mistake me for weak, I actually think I'm the opposite
- I find it ridiculous that guys slag me off for liking 'boybands' then sing their songs when they're drunk even though that seems to be the only reason they're not asking me out, I don't like hypocrisy
- I'm too close to some guys in a friend sense, it would be too weird
- Or they bug me in some way, like being arrogant, cocky bastards
- I don't want to be in a relationship where I care more about him than he does me
- I'm scared he'll go and tell his friends everything about our relationship (things I don't want them to know)
- I don't want to date just so people can think I'm 'normal' - get over yourselves
- I refuse to settle for anything less than what I should have. Love, in its purest form, happiness, trust, security, mutual understanding, wanting to be together even if it's just sitting on a sofa watching a DVD, not being too clingy and generally in wonderment of each other
dec 27 2009 ∞
jan 10 2010 +