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Tick tock here the clock countdown wish the minute hand could be rewound so much to do and so much I need to say will tomorrow be too late? Feel the moment slip into the past like sand through an hourglass in the madness I guess I just forget to do all the things I said! time passes by never thought I'd wind up one step behind now I've made my mind up today I'm gonna try a little harder gonna make every minute last longer gonna learn to forgive and forget cause we don't have long, gonna make the most of it today! I'm gonna love my enemies today! reach out to somebody who needs me make a change, make the world a better place cause tomorrow might be a day too late- Skillet one day With every word you spoke screaming at me . I'd imagine that time would pass right by me and as the words you speak echo's in my head your words on repeat o how i wish i was dead so i start to fall so deep... jul 13 2010 ∞
feb 21 2012 + Wake... Me Up!! From this awful Dream all I've got are these silent screams drowning inside me, but some how they just come out as a smile You Left with no warning or no goodbye. That Day you left was the day I died so as I close my eyes one last time I'll Look to see you as you chose to fly by so tell me why did this have to be goodbye so I'll block out all my memories and I'll head towards the light for my heart can no longer win this fight I can hear you inside me screaming with every heart beat that beats inside me no matter how hard I try to keep you inside you still manage to fade as i slowly begin to die my memories of you will surly die so I'll tell myself it'll be OK Don't cry!! But before I let you go I want you to know that I can no longer wait for I've lost all hope the sun has stopped shining for... jul 11 2010 ∞
feb 21 2012 + This means war- The glass house February 10, 2010 Attack Attack, The ghost inside, Sleeping with sirens, Chunk no! Captain chunk! feb 16 2012 ∞
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" I prepare for the noble war. I'm calm I know the secret. I know whats coming and I know no one can stop me, including myself. I kill people i like. Some of them beg for their life. I don't feel sad. I don't feel anything. It's a filthy world we live in. It's a filthy goddamn helpless world, honestly, I feel like i am helping to take them away from the shit and the piss and the vomit that run through the street.I am helping to take them somewhere clean and kind. The world is a filthy place; it's a filthy goddamn horror show. There's so much pain, you know? There's so much... There is something about all that blood. I drown in it... "Violet? something's changed in you, toward me. You're distant. cold. I don't know what I've done, but I'll leave you alone from now on if that's what you want. Is that what you want? you know why I'd leave you alone? Because I care about your fe... jul 15 2010 ∞
feb 21 2012 + "Some of us are just trying to get the day without falling apart" "no matter how crazy life gets there is always someone who understands you" "RISE ABOVE THE FLAMES INSTEAD OF DROWNING IN THEM" feb 16 2012 ∞
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(February 21, 2012) It's 4:47 Am ... Ive been up for hours now drowning in my never ending thoughts that echo every now and than in my head. I guess you can say it's just another day in paradise that happens to be burred beneath the ground six feet under. I lost myself again today I'm not sure when I will be found, but I know for a fact that I''ll find my way again in a world filled with nothing, but black I hope today will be a good day if not there's always tomorrow? Today may not go the way I plan, but that's OK I still have hope breathing in me saying try one more time. jul 11 2010 ∞
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