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" I prepare for the noble war. I'm calm I know the secret. I know whats coming and I know no one can stop me, including myself. I kill people i like. Some of them beg for their life. I don't feel sad. I don't feel anything. It's a filthy world we live in. It's a filthy goddamn helpless world, honestly, I feel like i am helping to take them away from the shit and the piss and the vomit that run through the street.I am helping to take them somewhere clean and kind. The world is a filthy place; it's a filthy goddamn horror show. There's so much pain, you know? There's so much... There is something about all that blood. I drown in it...
"Violet? something's changed in you, toward me. You're distant. cold. I don't know what I've done, but I'll leave you alone from now on if that's what you want. Is that what you want? you know why I'd leave you alone? Because I care about your feelings more than mine. I love you. There, I said it... Not just on some chalkboard. I would never let anybody or anything hurt you. I've never felt that way about anyone".