- fuck him 
- fuck him 
- fuck him 
- I hate that he has this fucked up way of getting on my nerves 
- when i start to feel better he just decides to not care and step on it all with his fucking fat foot 
- I cant figure out how to just rid him of my life 
- I WANT TO! 
- I want to just not care, genuinely NOT CARE 
- i cry, i really sadly enough cry and its fucking stupid, i hate to cry 
- i hate knowing he has an effect on me 
- i should have just not even messed around in the first place and quit it all together 
- oh god this makes me want to puke on his face and make him eat it 
- he doesnt deserve my attention 
- im really going to have to discipline myself now! 
         jul 11 2006 ∞
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