- I am always thinking 
- I worry a lot 
- sometimes I think that everyone is insane for not missing my grandmother as much as I do 
- love, my love was a lie 
- I say things I don't mean ...kind things 
- I bite my nails 
- I bite my lip a lot 
- I hate that everything is a sexual indeundo 
- I want that boy in my bed 
- I want to stay a virgin forever 
- I've considered being a nun 
- I have learned 
- I have learned from my past relationship 
- I honestly feel like crying 
- I cannot pinpoint the tears and I dont want to go back on minor meds 
- Excerise is a battle 
- I am worthless when I dont want to be and useful when I'm not helpful 
- I am addicted to sleeping in late 
- I suck at driving standard 
- I have almost gotten into so many accidents I scare myself 
- my eyesight is so bad that I fear I may go blind 
         aug 21 2006 ∞
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