- I was born in Grantham hospital at APPROX 7:15. My mother requested for her own music to be played, I was born to wherever I may roam by Metallica
- I moved to a small cul-de-sac when I was 6 months old. I lived with my mum, my uncle, and a lodger called Darren.
- My mum and Dad divorced when I was 1, He soon left. I have nothing to do with him and He has nothing to do with me.
- I soon began refering to my godfather (My mothers best friend) as my dad, as far as I think he is and always will be my father.
- I began going to Bowbridge Primary School
- Someone we lived close to reported me &My mum to social servicies. We soon moved away.
- I went on holiday with my Nan, on the last day I fell out of the shower and hit my face on the toilet, giving myself a black eye.
- We moved into a flat close to the edge of Newark, I still live here now.
- I left Bowbridge at the age of 11, and was finally able to voice my pure hatred for that school. I didnt fit in with ANYONE and I hated it.
- I started at Magnus C of E school. I also hated it when I first started, but now I have been there 3 years, I like it.
- I started hanging with the wrong people, who were teaching me the wrong things and I wasn't doing well in school.
- I was attacked by someone I thought was my best friend.
- I started talking to someone a few years older than me, Called Alex. He was self harming and severly schitzophranic. My heart reached out to him and we helped eachother get through our problems. We are still very close friends now.
- I got back in touch with a friend I had stopped talking to, called Jasmine. We fell out over personal issues but when we started talking I was really happy. However she had changed so much and I felt like I hardly knew her, we don't talk anymore now.
- October 21st, 2008 I stopped self harming. I didn't self harm again until I relapsed on October 1st, 2011.
- I continued to self harm until November of 2011 where I gained over 200 scars.
- I met a new friend. I can't even explain. He makes the voices go away.
sep 7 2010 ∞
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