- to not be too hard on myself, i blame myself for things that aren't my fault so much that i become depressed
- to stop bottling my feelings up so much that the smallest of things will break me
- to stop expecting the kindness I show others to be returned.
- not always give people the benefit of the doubt, sometimes people change for the worst
- stop procrastinating
- i need to stop worrying about what people think of me
- worrying about the future
- worrying of change
- and worrying, in general
- my public speaking skills
- trusting
- to speak my feelings more because i used to repress my feelings and i never spoke to anyone about them because that's how i was raised. so i need to know how to tell others how i feel more often.
- being a better friend.
- to handle stress
- become better at thinking on my feet
- i need to work on showing my feelings more, like sometimes when i'm really happy i don't show it, i was taught showing feelings make you vulnerable so i didn't show them until recently.
- to stand up for myself more
- i need to stop being so forgiving
- i don't push myself as hard as i should
- i find the sound of my voice to be horrible and i barely allow myself to yell or scream since i think it sounds annoying if i do.
- sometimes i say i don't care when it really does matter to me. I need to stop that
- when i get depressed, i hide it excellently. nobody ever knows but me. i think i should tell people when i am though.
- i need to stop getting so excited for events since most of the time they don't turn out how i expect them too...i've had a lot of anti climatic moments in my life.
- i can be very repetitive at times
- this is embarrassing, but i can't walk in a straight line.. i need to work on that.
- to learn how to drive properly.
jul 10 2010 ∞
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