✧ COMPTE RENDU:

• summer summer summer. you went on a trip, you're finishing up your summer courses, and you're using habitica and maybe just maybe, these things are the steps that are might just help you make it back to the person you love so much, the king.

✧ "BREAKS" FOR NOT MUCH LONGER:

• 08/01/2022 ➣ you're finishing up your classes. you are listening to spiderman music, man, he was there when the going got tough. that's why you've placed him on your desk for, how many months now, somewhere between five to seven.
• 08/02/2022 ➣ he's really mad that he got qiqi and not yoimiya...
• 08/03/2022 ➣ you got kazuha to ascend to stage four. it will most definitely be a thriller and heads will roll.
• 08/04/2022 ➣ you finished both us government and economics.
• 08/05/2022 ➣ you think it is time for something new.
• 08/06/2022 ➣ too, much, chocolate cake.
• 08/07/2022 ➣ as you walk on the beach, you ask and contemplate and just wonder what questions that need to be answered and what things you need to do to become better. your baby cousin got a bootleg three legged huggy wuggy that had a "50% income tax", what a story.
• 08/08/2022 ➣ you went to the mall today, it was pretty nice. makes you wonder when you are going to make these mall trips with your friends. a fire drill at the mall, you've never heard of such thing.
• 08/09/2022 ➣ you're back from your trip. you set up your phone for a new look. you've prepared to glow up.
• 08/10/2022 ➣ time to write a fanfiction, a perfect welcome back gift.
• 08/11/2022 ➣ gun danger drills? as if you're not already prepared for a situation, and they have a dance, i'd never go.
• 08/12/2022 ➣ you cleaned out your room and got rid of a lot of old stuff, those memories were nice and painful at the same time. and that's how you write a fanfic with your friend and their old crush.
• 08/13/2022 ➣ you found out your schedule, you got your classes you wanted but you got ap computer science a and chemistry 2...
• 08/14/2022 ➣ so they're no longer a thing. he feels pain and its kinda youre fault, i mean, you're the reason he met her in the first place. are two months of joy worth pain in the end, hopefully it's not long.
• 08/15/2022 ➣ it's the final day of summer. "just take a good look at yourself and tell me if that's really you. i can tell that it isn't; acting like your somebody different.you hide every lie inside of your mind, cause nobody wanted to listen. almost out of time, just look in my eyes, tell me where that passion was driven. never was isolated when these people made it really easy for me to just to fit in. whenever it rains. we just want to make it so people feel happy again. but i get it, 'cause nothing in life can ever be the same. how can we change. try to be you. that's all i can say. and don't hide the truth. tell it to us straight. that's all we can do."

✧ BACK AT IT AGAIN:

• 08/16/2022 ➣ school was school. at least the two new teachers were nice today, hopefully they'll stay that way. the girl remembers (redacted), just like a criminal record, that's not going away anytime soon. school makes you feel small, you get that puberty came early but these kids are just big and tall. this year looks like a year filled with nothing but the same experiences from last year.
• 08/17/2022 ➣ so they were setting you up for ap chemistry, well, maybe its for the best. this is the worst study hall ever. the fact she's not sharing lunch or math with you is so upsetting, she's a delight to be around and its just weird now. this ap teacher is interesting, but you wonder what happened to the old computer science teacher. good to be back in math, too bad with only three people you barely talk to and a bunch of strangers.
• 08/18/2022 ➣ your friend has your second period, looks like you'll be able to talk to them after all. so second place found out, hate all they want, they'll won't catch up to you. you talked to your ap human teacher after the exam, guess we'll share a few more words as time progresses. you talked with a upperclassmen and your teacher about college, graduation requirements, and much more, makes this year seem interesting.
• 08/19/2022 ➣ you carried your laptop to school for the first time. you didn't do bad on the fanfic, kinda weird for her to compliment a fanfic of her and her crush with all that stuff but okay. this class isn't exactly the best, hopefully they will be here next week because its kind of awkward with the certain people in the room.
• 08/20/2022 ➣ good to hear that they kind of remember you, you were a popular ish one back then. rwby music hits different. someone stole the kart you were using in walmart when you left for a minute...
• 08/21/2022 ➣ so boring and time wasting. ugh.
• 08/22/2022 ➣ you get that you can't date until 16, but wow, you've really never had a partner in your entire life, wow. honestly, you desire some affection right now, but no one is really there to give it to you.
• 08/23/2022 ➣ oh how you were missed so much, a life frozen in time by ace of hearts. did you really lose three percent because you didn't know what a papaya was at the time. the honorlock system wasn't so bad.
• 08/24/2022 ➣ the new genshin update is pretty nice. don't feel bad this time, there's no reason to. it's not exactly the nicest feeling to be smacked by a bag of pretzels. "show them how you smile. it's only for a while. take what you need. leave them to bleed. let them know bitter. while your revenge is sweet."
• 08/25/2022 ➣ so he may believe they might like you, you guess it's always a possibly, but probably not. you're not a ladies man, just a guy who is "gay" enough to hang out with girls, right? a cool engineering person knows your name, that's kind of a nice feeling actually. you're a quiet guy who isn't exactly popular anymore so hearing that is quite nice.
• 08/26/2022 ➣ you got jean.... and you wanted mona so bad. the presentation could have been better, but i guess not. she had the audacity to ruin your work of literature art, how trifling.
• 08/27/2022 ➣ sometimes you need to learn to mind your own business, not just because its toxic for your health, but just because its just ridculously stupid.
• 08/28/2022 ➣ you got the final reward for your alliance in the marvel puzzle quest boss event minutes before it ended, you feel good.
• 08/29/2022 ➣ you're glad she had some closure. ugh, looks like we gotta go retake a chemistry test. you had a good talk about your academic future. this assignment is nothing but a pain in the ass.
• 08/30/2022 ➣ again, this time with a different friend? you didn't even bring this one in, they came in with the others; they already have a boyfriend; perhaps he really is overthinking this "ladies man" thing about you. you had a nice lunch with period who saw redacted as well as other people who think you're gay. you love ninjago so much and your middle school friends put so much disrespect on it.
• 08/31/2022 ➣ happy birthday, mona megistus. you. hate. this. quiz... you only got two hours of sleep. looks like your friends gave you some sort of crack. they had an assembly where you could never be some of the students. you went to your first club meeting, it was nice.

✧ MONTH CLOSURE:

• school started, a journey of self-discovery started, and much more.