✧ NO TRUE STORY IS LEFT TO PICK UP DUST:

• the year of 2023 came and went. it had its ups and downs. mistakes made, lessons learned. great gains, yet lasting losses. you did however enrich your own life, like you asked yourself to a year ago. so you only ask for yourself to do even better than before.

✧ A YEAR WITH NEBULOUS DAYS AND PANDEMONIOUS NIGHTS:

• 01/01/2024 ➣ you wished many people a happy new year and enjoyed yourself. you finished up watching alpharad gold's 365 videos and their special january 1st 2024 special. you reflected and pondered on this year and hope for more.
• 01/02/2024 ➣ you talked to your friends about the girl, you figured that you should just focus on school. however, if they want to actually go to the banquet, then we'll see what happens.
• 01/03/2024 ➣ you got more people to help with the banenr but you don't have many days left for the bridge, let's see if you can get back to nationals. you finished persona 5 tactica
• 01/04/2024 ➣ yes, i'm a mess with an s on my chest. got stress filling up my head. so i spent last night blowing up my life. now you won't see me again. cheers to the front and cheers to the back and cheers to the 2010s. i could hate my guts when the sun comes up. but i like myself like this. i like myself like this. you convinced your friend to break up with their bf.
• 01/05/2024 ➣ you transferred your switch data to a new sd card. you also finished aot season 3 part 2. you tried to sign up for the coolidge scholarship but got very unmotivated after seeing past finalists. "i try hard to write a cool song. so i start with something simple, like trying to put my shoes on. now something kinda clicked 'cause you relate a bit, but no one's gonna care about a shoe song. i try hard to write a cool song. but i gotta make it matter, so maybe i'll throw the news on. could i relate the shoes to 2022 or maybe an election down in tucson?. i try throwing something cool on, so i'm listening to kendrick and playing the swimming pool song. but why did i do that? 'cause now i hate my track i'm quite aware i'll never write a cool song. but who really needs a cool song? there's so many better melodies why do you need a new one? so stop writing a song about writing a song you're losing their attention, buddy, move on." you seem to be losing purpose in life and what you're doing.
• 01/06/2024 ➣ you finished aot, pretty good anime, out of the five you watched it seems to be ranked third, only to be behind first place bsd and second place jjk. your dad is annoying with his comments, but it seems like your cousin who is probably gay probably did something gay, good for him.
• 01/07/2024 ➣ you got to skip church, amazingggg. you got some work done. you talked to your friend about future tests and how ivy league kids are just cracked. you get ready to go back to the horror that is known as school. you got new plans and new strategies to perform better and keep that promise to yourself.
• 01/08/2024 ➣ would you look at that, it looks like you get to keep playing genshin and using a new apple watch. as much as it feels like hell, it's nice to be back with the gang and see everyone again. someone said this is the year you get some coochie, udk about that. you know some bitches will be like 600 pounds and still get more action than you, you gotta fix that. you start working and chilling.
• 01/09/2024 ➣ you work through the night as you know you'll regret staying up from 8pm to sunrise. you get a lot of work done. you work on the bridges and start a time lapse of your bridge. you finally got to 3d print something. it looks like the banner was a success.
• 01/10/2024 ➣ you tired as always got through things easier. why was the girl trying to ask you questions that could've canceled you? you continued building bridges and chilled in bio as it was your friends birthday. you also said happy birthday to another friend and had a successful engineering club meeting where you came up with ideas for the romantic rendevous.
• 01/11/2024 ➣ you slept so poorly and you are so tired. people love wasting your time with drone stuff as well as stupid bridge stuff. also study halls are quite the stupid type, because why the hell are they so loud at times. at least you had a talk with your teacher about how slow he is. also biggie cheese stole your friends seat and almost lit a fuse. you also retrieved the check, plan on doing plans with nhs, made a solar car group chat, all why you are dying due to the lack of sleep.
• 01/12/2024 ➣ it was hard to sleep again but you got through it. you finally did a fun lab in chem but at the same time struggled on staying awake. the girl was being weird about not wanting a boyfriend and finding no one attractive, but she seem disappointed when you thought being plus ones was a joke, but you guys made it cleared that you will go together as plus ones, but she doesn't seem that excited to go so you don't know how to feel. you built some nice bridges and cofronted a nerdy white boy that he needs to communicate better. your friend got mistreated by the naked mole rat again, what a dumbass who doesn't listen.
• 01/13/2024 ➣ it looks like your old phone is done for. you watched total drama 2023 season 2 and you are fine with wayne being the winner. "no one ever got through life unscathed. or we wouldn't learn to empathize with other people. that's just fate." you tell your friend about the situation with the girl. it seems like it is up to you to make this romantic rendezvous a reality.

✧ ROCKY ROAD TO A ROMANTIC RENDEZVOUS:

• 01/14/2024 ➣ you played tons of fortnite til platninum ii, and told your friend about the girl. it looks like you got a lot of work to do to see if something to happen. you also finished your first paper.
• 01/15/2024 ➣ you played tons of fortnite to get to diamond i, did some work, and your friend's alt bungo mayoi account, and more.
• 01/16/2024 ➣ perhaps there is a decent reason to why she keeps on saving she does not want a boyfriend. you keep on building bridges while stupid underclassmen do stupid underclassmen stuff like trying to leave campus to take the easiest standardized tests ever. it looks like you got people hating on your success but it's the usual.
• 01/17/2024 ➣ you finished your chem lab and biggie cheese was being annoying as usual. you played pong by yourself on your apple watch during second period. you are really starting to lose faith in this whole process, not to mention you brought up the idea of quitting the club altogether and using the money on yourselves. but you tried your best to get stuff done and it was ultimately for nothing so you had to stay after school to do the bridge. you talked to friends about your friend finally breaking up with that naked mole rat, you never knew she had three suicide attempts this year too, you should watch out for her.
• 01/18/2024 ➣ that dream was so weird, it was like people were trying to talk to you then and trying to motivate you. there is so little purpose to do anything, you just feel like your work means nothing to no one. damn that principal, he said the right thing at the right time about you being the type of student to change the world. you finished making your bridge, even if that meant spending the whole day having laughs, recording videos, and having a good time. even if that meant you called a girl loud with her in the room.
• 01/19/2024 ➣ you talk to your friend about how you're feeling about the girl and the fact that she has to be somewhat interested in you. you finish up your lab for ap chem and caught up with ap lang. you finished your bridge and had laughs with your friends about your friend buying a dress for a gojo figurine.
• 01/20/2024 ➣ you finished persona 5 tactica's dlc as well as the five extra challenge stages. your bridge did alright. your friend called you about her suicide attempts and you talked her out of it. you went to your friend's birthday party where you guys had fun. you guys shared laughs, mocked the food, and even was able to catch up with an old friend while committing the craziest acts in the parking lot.
• 01/21/2024 ➣ you went to stupid church to deal with a stupid yapper of a boy who moves around way too much during sacrament. you talekd to your friend about her getting away from her ex as well as your situation with your special lady friend. you rush to finish your two paged research paper.
• 01/22/2024 ➣ you play a ton of fortnite and catch up with an old friend that already graduated. you just don't want to go back to school after so many failures and feel all the headaches just from thinking about work.
• 01/23/2024 ➣ you come back to the worst semester. you had two kids shadowing you for some of the day. you found out about how the bridges and how you guys can improved, you did worse than you expected but maybe it was still good. your brain seems like its shutting off or something, your head hurts just by thinking about work. your friend sold you out to your friend in one of stupidest ways possible and had to delete messages from her ex but you're just gonna get this over with by doing a lil more chasing and see what happens.
• 01/24/2024 ➣ you go on a field trip and tell everyone not to let biggie cheese take any sort of credit for the club and the club pictures. your advisor tells you she plans on leaving the school since she was going to get her degree to minister for the navy. it seems like how she works is that she focuses on acculmulating things and focusing on herself and god. it's almost like you thinking about the truth about being strong by having a strong sense of self. you might not have the best relationship with god but you plan on going this route after seeing what happens with your crush. the jackets seem to be getting made and there is not much done with solar car.
• 01/25/2024 ➣ you told your friends how your other friend sold your ass to the girl. you were laughing your ass off over cringey yo mama, knock knock, and other jokes. you found out how to change up the bridge, but mr. yaps a lot took 40 minutes and your friend fell asleep in front of him. you told your friends about your crush situation and they tell you to not take hesitation for an answer but you saw her when walking to class and you remembered why you tried so hard. your friend needs to stop talking like your history teacher is your gf and stop talking about your bakery. you had a chill nhs meeting and remembered how you're the best member there.
• 01/26/2024 ➣ you had a convo about class rankings and it was pretty cool. you talked to your crush and she suggest that you bring your friend because she broke up with her ex and that's kinda tough cause does that mean she does not want it to be just you guys? it bothered you and other people realized, but you decided to make your bridge instead. you told your friend about it and someone said that they know your friend is smart because they hang out with you and that made you smile. you asked your friend if they wanted to hang out with you and your crush because that's what friends do before lovey dovey shit and they said go on your date with brownie. you have an idea now you want to implement. you talked to your friend about the new transgender at your school as well as some other things, it was fun and of course, no transphobia guys.
• 01/27/2024 ➣ you played the jkk fortnite map and it was fun. "i was wronged, so i'm making it right. came for my head, and they came with the price. you put my twin in your sights. now when i see you, it's fatal on sight" you wrote up a essay for your crush to read, this is your best bet to get things done, it took a long time and it was very hard to read.
• 01/28/2024 ➣ this same man told you to put your phone away and its pissing you off. what's also pissing you off is that you believe that a naked mole rat is hurting your chances getting with your crush but you gotta just deal with that. you ate food with a blindfold for an assignment, it was cool for the most. "i crit when i land, ok, ok. straight killing his mans, ok, ok. he sit where i stand when it's k to his face. ain't stopping the plan, ok, ok. i make 'em decay, ok, ok. they running away, ok, ok. they thinking it's safe?. they getting the taste of the k, ok, ok, ok. i crit when i land, ok, ok. straight killing his mans, ok, ok. he sit where i stand when it's k to his face. ain't stopping the plan, ok, ok. i make 'em decay, ok, ok. they running away, ok, ok. they thinking it's safe?. they getting the taste that k, ok, ok, ok"
• 01/29/2024 ➣ time to get tell her the true reality of the situation. so you were supposed to work on a project but it ended up being a yap session with bridge work in the background. study hall was also a yap session where you could not even get a word in when you were the only one that asked a decent question. bridge building keeps on going on. you tried talking to her but you got scared oh well. talk about a pounding headache and stupid convo, why did you ever like the golddigger. that was a fucked up dream you had after your friend made fun of you.
• 01/30/2024 ➣ happy birthday to them, it's kinda sad that you don't feel as emotional about them as you used to. also btw how is that person gonna no longer be friends with those two, maybe she was the problem all along. did some work in the morning into to get handed a bracelet and a hoodie that would only cause some drama. someone drew chainsawman in your class today. your teacher called you romeo just because you make the girls laugh. some people just know how to pester others. someone needs to really start working on the bridge project. maybe you can at least make something happen.
• 01/31/2024 ➣ so tired. you spent the stupid morning trying to make a stupid executive summary for a company called "dennis's diligent drones." you kept on working on the bridge but it seems like tons of people are out for a field trip. you'll ask them about it later. you get on a call with the guy about the solar car and update him. your head hurts as you are in history class. your mom and dad thinks you're talking to some pretty girl and make fun of you for it.

✧ LAST PAGE OF A CHAPTER:

• it is interesting to get back into the swing of things for 2024. however, it is very annoying that this girl is so confusing. red flag naked mole rats, girls who the entire school find easy, and just more shit. even worse, you expect nothing but hell for the next few months. you are confident in yourself and will keep on pushing on, you just wish that this wouldn't be a school year filled with failures.