✧ COMPTE RENDU:

• you got classes you like and you have more friends. your self esteem has lowered a bit. you are on more applications because of eri.

✧ TIME TO GET THE ACT TOGETHER:

• 10/01/2021 ➣ you played hangman and made some people laugh in math class. you learned and a lot about anastasia and she even made you feel better about yourself.
• 10/02/2021 ➣ you got some blood work done. there was some trouble trying to get blood out of your finger. you got a new haircut since your birthday is coming up. you spent the entire day working for school.
• 10/03/2021 ➣ you played some smash bros with joseph. you had interesting coversations with eri.
• 10/04/2021 ➣ you saw a squirrel during lunch time.
• 10/05/2021 ➣ you listened to music while you worked during school. you thought it was a very pleasant experience. you are excited for the next dlc character in the next hour. you believe it's either eggman, master chief, waluigi, or sora. you feel as if it is sora. hopefully you will be able to find out at 10. the final character was sora. your heart feels nothing but joy, excitement, and peace. you played some volleyball for your activity with your religion. you are going to be playing more in the future.

✧ I'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO PLAY VOLLEYBALL:

• 10/06/2021 ➣ you are enjoying your study hall listening to music. anastasia skipped two grades in school. such an interesting characteristic.
• ✦ 10/07/2021 ✦ ➣ today is your birthday. you are getting birthday messages from a good number of people. you made an interesting friend because it was your birthday and they knew you from other classes. it appears that this is your "birthday song".
• 10/08/2021 ➣ they would leave. no one really cares. once that’s gone, everyone will leave with it. they don’t really like you. you still struggle with knowing what is happiness. your new friend aija has quite the unique character, but who knew you'd appreciate the interactions you have with them. you think you know what is your happiness. it appears that dazai is starting to become less of a favorite character and more of a comfort character.
• 10/09/2021 ➣ you feel sad, you decide to do some procrastinating. you now have a beautiful jar with green marbles, how pretty.
• 10/10/2021 ➣ you went back to church today. there was some conflict during one of the meetings.
• 10/11/2021 ➣ it appears that you're better friends with aija just because you gave her something to eat while she was hungry. your friend group on the bus is astonished to see the lower half of your face.
• 10/12/2021 ➣ your chemistry teacher hit you in the head with a pen because you second guessed. it was a nice gesture. you told your friend group about a certain part about you. you're happy they understand and they are acceptting. you got really exhausted studying for a majpr assessment.
• 10/13/2021 ➣ the assessment was not as hard as you expected. today was the first time you played against someone at your high school in super smash bros. you won, this may perhaps be the start of something. you went to open house and it seems as if you got an increase in charm.
• 10/14/2021 ➣ you presented your speech in class today. your school was on code red for about an hour and a half. you were so sad that you fell asleep on the floor with a tear or two. you wonder why that person can't just die already, you hate them.
• 10/15/2021 ➣ your opinion on the math section of the assessment was different from everyone else's. you're pretty sure someone called you cute. you can't escape from the assessment, the dread, you plan to do it tomorrow. you heard a wholesome eri with some cats.
• 10/16/2021 ➣ it's midnight, and you are getting ready to take the 36 question test with a 30-minute time limit in the morning. you can't sleep, even though you checked there would be no maintenance and that you'll prep more tomorrow, you can't sleep. your heart is beating too fast. you take the test, you don't know what you got. it's three in the morning, you tell your mother you finished the test, she tells you that you may have to deal with a unsatisfying grade. you're getting an unsastisfying grade. your father doesn't care about the grade, you guess that makes you feel better.
• 10/17/2021 ➣ you're worried that ryale may try to get something for you. there is something timmy and eri have that you're missing, it's an odd feeling. your stomach feels weird.
• 10/18/2021 ➣ you are starting to loathe a certain teacher more and more each day. you don't deserve the grade, but there's nothing you can do. you played smash bros since sora came out, it was fun
• 10/19/2021 ➣ your grade somehow got changed. it's a satisfying grade now. you apparently have a cool kid / existant vibe. you got sora, the final dlc character into elite smash.
• 10/20/2021 ➣ you are struggling with comforting a friend because of events that took place in the past. you won three small online tournaments in smash bros today with sora. you ordered two funko pops that will come in the next few weeks. you feel exhausted trying to get work done near midnight.

✧ IT'S HERE ALREADY HUH:

• 10/21/2021 ➣ you almost got a b in another class for first quarter because your english teacher put in a zero instead of a hundred. it seems that your study hall teacher is still trying to sustain you and your goal after high school.
• 10/22/2021 ➣ you got toothpaste in your eye and it burns. it appears your study hall teacher trusts you. it appears that your english teacher wants to help you find your purpose. even though the bus was an hour late, you still had a great dismissal with your friend group. it appears that eri fell asleep on a call with you for about 45 minutes.
• 10/23/2021 ➣ eri got layers and you are so happy for her. they look good too. you got a new switch charger and you plan to go back to target in the near future. you finished persona 3 fes, the answer.
• 10/24/2021 ➣ it appears that your church building has now been dissolved due to the lack of members. even though this is a good thing, it still feels wrong going to a new building after going to the previous one for all of your life. you scared eri by staying in the dark and laughing like mickey mouse in a mickey mouse voice, you feel amazing after doing so. a little kid called you and your friends the b word, you find it humorous.
• 10/25/2021 ➣ even though it's early in the morning, at 1am, you and your friends won a rocket league tournament. it appears they are showing their face again after the events two months ago; you find them pathetic
• 10/26/2021 ➣ you're listening to a wolf in sheep's clothing by set it off. because of this, you keep on thinking about a certain person. you made a new acquaintance named genesis. watson said that if i went to a different school, him and others would not have met me; you did not expect to hear such things about friendship, at least not this early. your iron man funko pop came a week early and you reorganized your dresser for him. your teacher assigned some studying late at night, you find this a bit annoying.
• 10/27/2021 ➣ you woke up at 2am in your chair, it appears you fell asleep while working. however, you were charging your funko pop and you saw it glow a bit. you may have to deal with the same annoying and uncomfortable situation except with another person. you admire a certain idiot who made a sacrifice for knowledge, it's sad, but still admirable.
• 10/28/2021 ➣ you said happy birthday to immani. with the power of chuuya ssr(dead apple), dazai ssr(band), kenji ur(undefeated by the rain), and kunikida ur (doppo poet), you got mori (bazaar). that person reminds you too much of another person who caused you pain. jacob and aija were going at it in the amphitheater today, it was hard to settle the situation. you had no idea how relatable set it off's "i'll sleep when i'm dead" is at the current moment.
• 10/29/2021 ➣ it was such a silent and sorrowful morning. your aphg was absent and you had a blissful second period. several people complimented your work on your aphg notebook. the weather felt wonderful today; walking with a beautiful sky, refreshing breeze, and perfect sunlight. it appears that your chemistry teacher is now making fridays free days as long as you aren’t missing work. it appears that reality is often disappointing, sometimes with song lyrics.
• 10/30/2021 ➣ you spent the entire day playing rocket league and finishing the seasonal challenges.
• 10/31/2021 ➣ you went to a different church building, the experience was alright. you got your spiderman funko pop today, you feel amazing. eri claims you helped them with an outfit, but you disagree and believe they figured it out by themselves.

✧ MONTH CLOSURE:

• your birthday took place and you got some nice gifts. you felt really sick and felt horrendous because of one of your classes. it appears you now have a best high school friend now who is quirky, how lovely.